[His just desserts can't be just cake! That would deny the plural altogether!!
Well, if it's really too much work, maybe Dazai won't bother trying to steal anything and dealing with the resulting mess. He can save that for another meal when such agreements haven't yet been made, and so Chuuya clearly can't have a problem with it. Dazai is still more interested in getting answers, here.
Then again, an all-expenses-paid mini-vacation isn't bad, regardless of details!
Dazai has some doubts about being in public like this, partly because it's not Yokohama and partly in spite of that, but it's probably only a minor risk, and regardless, even if feces were to hit the proverbial fan, it's nothing they can't handle. Something to be aware of all the same.]
Stores, then. [Dazai would enjoy a park, but if they're going to do more driving and hence sitting later, he might eventually die of boredom, and that is definitely the most painful way of committing suicide he has yet discovered. Big X, not allowed.] Maybe we'll finally find Chuuya a decent hat!
[Nahhhh he's joking. But clothes are a safe bet, and Dazai would also be rather fond of any dumb touristy shops. The blatant absurdity is quite refreshing!]
Except Dazai doesn't seem to be stealing more food than he's owed. It's almost a bit disappointing, not getting the distraction of a game, a squabble neither of them mean, a challenge he knows he's going to lose. Even though it's... actually really nice to just have breakfast together, away from everything. It's something almost too normal for them.
It's definitely risky, too.]
There's no way I'm wearing anything you pick out. But I can find some clothes for you.
[He's the one with taste here, right? Clearly he should be in charge of shopping. Though he won't mind going into whatever silly shops Dazai wants to, either.]
I can think of a few ways to make you look half-decent.
[Trying not to look offended, even though he kind of is. How dare you deny his dashing good looks?!]
I already look more than decent, Chuuya.
[Not that he'd especially mind getting an outfit based on Chuuya's recommendations, but he doesn't really want to give in so easily, especially when he's already given up on his part of that sandwich that he didn't want in the first place. (He is being nice here! Kind of! For him!!)]
If you want to dress me, you should let me dress you too. It's only fair.
[He can't just admit how attractive he thinks dazai is???]
Says who?
[And maybe it's fun to be a bit difficult sometimes. Dazai can't always get what he wants, after all, even if Chuuya does end up considering that offer. Is it worth getting to dress Dazai if Dazai is also going to dress him? Because that definitely comes with a whole lot of risks. There's a pause as he drinks more coffee.]
[Or make one up. But in either case, it's just going to be a huge waste of time and effort, and Dazai can do without, personally. He knows he's good-looking! Everyone can't love him for his charming personality alone!! ... Mostly because he doesn't have one of those, but, yanno...]
Of course not. I'm the one who has to look at Chuuya, after all.
[So obviously it's in his best interest to create a look that's worthwhile! Even though that's hardly a narrow definition... ... But no, he does plan to come up with something at least semi-decent. Though he may add a silly touristy shirt on the side at some point. Optional! Just a souvenir.
I don't care about other people. They're not here.
[Not that he'd be jealous if Dazai talked about other people who find him attractive. Why would he be? He takes another bite of his sandwich.]
Then I'll wear it. Since you want to look at me so much.
[And Chuuya loves the attention, from Dazai specifically. It feels a bit strange to be planning this like it's a normal vacation, like the two of them could ever manage to pull off something like that. And it really is terrifying how much he wants it.
He probably should tell Dazai why he kidnapped him first, in case that changes anything.]
[This jealousy of Chuuya's that definitely isn't playing a part at all here sure is strange... It's not like Dazai hasn't seen it in others, but those tend to be hysterical women - and, to their credit, they tend to get over it. Chuuya is different in more ways than one, and Dazai, in his borderline-infinite wisdom, still doesn't quite understand it.
Better to just drop the topic, probably.]
Chuuya is the one who kidnapped me so I would look at him though?
[That's definitely what happened, and not at all an excuse to give Chuuya another opening to talk about things. Even Dazai knows better than to try to force Chuuya into a serious conversation. Can he do it? Of course! But he would rather not put in that much effort.]
[Yes good, drop the topic, there's no jealousy here, you were imagining things.
Though now they're back to the topic of why Chuuya decided to kidnap Dazai for a spontaneous vacation, which isn't much better. And he knows there's no avoiding it, really. When Dazai wants to know something, he'll find out, one way or another, and all Chuuya is doing is postponing the inevitable. He could run away now, abandon Dazai here, drive off by himself, and wherever he decided to go he'd find Dazai already there, waiting, demanding answers.]
There's no point in looking good if no one's admiring it.
[But no, he knows he has to. It's unfair not to.]
I just felt like it. Okay? [An annoyed huff, more at himself than anything.] And it shouldn't be a big deal. But I know it is anyway.
[He rubs at the back of his neck for a moment, and then just leans his elbow against the table like that, supporting his head with one hand, face tilted to watch the street, and not Dazai.]
I know I'm doing things I shouldn't. I know people know. Sooner or later, it's gonna bite me in the ass. And I don't feel like waiting like a coward for it to happen. I'm not being passive about any of this crap.
[He gestures vaguely to indicate which crap he's talking about, but the gesture definitely includes Dazai, at least briefly.]
And I wanted to. It wasn't planned at all until I made that turn out of Yokohama.
If you look good, people will admire you regardless of your outfit, though.
[Well, perhaps that's a bit too idealistic. Certainly if people are walking around smeared in shit, the looks they get will not be the good kind, and then there's certain jobs where dressing a certain way is expected - but in general? Dazai thinks he is right. (Then again, Dazai thinks that a lot.)
Hmm... That's not much of an answer, but it proves how upset Chuuya is - and it also confirms that this isn't some evil plan on Chuuya's part (which Dazai wasn't expecting, but it's nice to rule it out for certain). The unfortunate downside to Chuuya being so upset is that they won't be able to talk about things calmly.
Dazai mentally gives a little sigh. Oh well, looks like he'll have to postpone getting answers anyway. And so he ignores Chuuya's answer, changing the topic once again, like he never not-actually-asked a question in the first place.]
Well then! Any other stores we should visit, beyond the fancy boutiques Chuuya favors?
[He finishes up his cake, not really making eye contact. Look at him being a nice guy, Chuuya! You get even more time to get over yourself!!]
I know I always look good. Doesn't mean I can't put in some effort.
[Well, he always does, but there's a difference in the way he gets ready for work, and how he wants to present himself in his off time. A different sort of good.
Except that he definitely looks like a mess right now, since he hasn't even washed his face. But it's not important. He likes dressing up for Dazai, but he's comfortable around him either way. It's strange. It's not what he wants to focus on right now. Dazai is being too nice.]
Did I finally figure out how to make Dazai drop a subject? That was easier than expected.
[He'll finish his sandwich, then, before getting up to go pay.]
I'll let you pick the second store, since I'm picking the first.
No? It's not dropped. [It kind of is, actually. But since Chuuya is calling him out so rudely in response to his infinite kindness, Dazai will tell it like it is.] You just get to pay me back later, with interest~
[He gives Chuuya a winning smile. Mostly because he's won.
Unsurprisingly, Dazai lets Chuuya get the check with no complaints. Look, it's the least Chuuya owes him for kidnapping him! Besides, ADA pay isn't exactly up to mafia standards. (Nevermind that he still has some fortunes squirreled away here and there.)
When it comes time for picking that second store, there will be a fancy wine store RIGHT THERE, and Dazai will ignore it and keep walking forever and ever. That's what Chuuya gets for being rude.
But anyway, first some clothes shopping. And, as stated, Dazai actually picks out a decent casual-chic outfit for Chuuya. He even finds something that works on Chuuya's chibi frame! Truly, he is too good at this stuff (and most other stuff, to everyone else's eternal regret).]
[He probably shouldn't agree so easily, but he knows he's being a bit of a dick about all of this, when Dazai is actually being considerate.
But that's something he can worry about later. Spending some time wandering the town, shopping, like they're normal people on some sort of normal-people-day-trip, is actually a pretty good way to clear his head. Not to mention improve his mood. Maybe it really has been too long since he took some time off, even just a day.
He's definitely impressed with the outfit Dazai picks out. He won't even pretend otherwise for once, just selects a few accessories and accent pieces to complete the look, but holds them out for Dazai to approve before making any decisions, since the vision is ultimately his.
The outfit he picks out for Dazai is more of an issue. Not because it's hard to choose something, but because usually he spends so much time trying to hide just how attracted he is to Dazai, but he can't consider these clothes on him without also admiring him in the process. He looks too damn good. Chuuya selects something to complement the outfit Dazai chose for him - not quite matching, and not too obvious, but each outfit would highlight the best in the other - and then, when Dazai tries it on, can't stop himself from smoothing it out, hands across Dazai's chest, before reaching up to brush his fingers through his hair to fluff it up for him... just to check every detail of the complete look, of course.
And then steps back too quickly again, a little flustered by his own actions.]
Is it comfortable? I don't want you to be distracted by an itchy seam or something while you wear it.
[Those times he's bought clothes for Dazai before as well, making sure they're comfortable to wear has been as important as everything else he considers.]
[As for Dazai: he doesn't argue with any additions Chuuya wants to make to the outfit Dazai has picked out. He could, but why would he? Chuuya is accepting the outfit, and he clearly knows how to make the most of it. In a way, that benefits Dazai, too. His dog should look good, after all!
He may complain a bit about the clothes Chuuya picks out for him, but it's very minor - arguing about whether it's really the best shade of that color for him, perhaps - and mostly intended to make it seem like he's not going along too easily. He does consider whether he should ruin the look somehow, just because he can... but Chuuya embarrassing himself puts him in a good mood, and so he doesn't.]
So considerate~! [He beams an angelic smile at Chuuya - which is more because he enjoys how flustered Chuuya is than because of Chuuya's kindness, but whatever.] And here I thought you'd welcome the excuse for me to take them off later.
["Ohnoes, these clothes are just so itchy! We should go somewhere I can take them off as soon as possible!!" Seems like a perfectly reasonable plotline for some kind of adult story, doesn't it?
Some store clerks definitely overheard him and are now whispering among themselves and/or freaking out. Oh, well!]
[Chuuya notices the whispering. It's impossible not to, since it's not too discreet, which means there's no way for him to miss the fact that these clerks definitely think the two of them are dating. He hears a soft aww coming from one of them, and if he was flustered before, that easily made it worse. He's turning red.]
You'll be taking them off later anyway.
[He, at least, will keep his voice low enough to avoid being overheard. And he says it like it's an insult, even though he really just admitted that he wants Dazai. He ducks his head, and considers hiding in one of the changing rooms, if he can get past Dazai without making it too obvious that's why he's doing it.]
I'm just not gonna waste my money on clothes you don't even wanna wear.
[Not always often, but that's also a matter of context and what not. Chuuya can get him all the Nice™ clothes, but Dazai doesn't have much of a need for those anymore. He lives a simpler life these days, don't you know?
Dazai wouldn't truly mind getting it on right here in the store, but he also kind of ruined their odds of flying under the radar - and maybe that's even why he did it. While he enjoys sex with Chuuya, they do still need to talk at some point - and if it needs to happen during post-sex relaxation, he'd rather be somewhere more private for that.]
Well then, should we get these to go?
[That is absolutely what you do with clothes. You just pay and wear them right out of the store.]
[Wait. No, don't call him out on the fact that he's always buying Dazai clothes, that definitely makes it seem like they're together. And it sounds too nice. He'd obviously never do anything that nice.
So he won't object to paying and leaving, and getting away from these people and the looks they're now giving the two of them. Chuuya gets the clothes they came in packed into bags, and grabs them to carry since he already knows Dazai won't help. And he's realizing now, holding those bags, that there's no way they'll be able to keep driving later, or at least not on his motorcycle. He should have known that from the start, really.]
You did that on purpose.
[He waits until they're out of the store to make that accusation. It's... not the worst kind of embarrassment, though, since Dazai really is here, spending time with him. But. Still.]
[It's fiiiiine, Dazai can sit on the back of the bike and hold a bag or two. Maybe. Or they can burn their old clothes or something. Have a little bonfire by the sea!]
Did I?
[Yeah, he really did, which is why he's not even denying it, really. But it wasn't malicious or anything, so clearly he doesn't need to even pretend to feel bad about it.]
Chuuya just seemed to be getting a little too eager. It wouldn't do to ruin your reputation here immediately after you've arrived, would it?
[Not that it really matters when they're not exactly planning to live here, but...]
[And Chuuya isn't even remotely upset, really. Blaming Dazai is just another way to deflect the situation, so he can forget about how flustered about this he still feels.]
I wasn't eager.
[Wanting to touch Dazai doesn't make him --
Okay, but he hadn't actually wanted to touch him in a sexual way, in that moment. He'd just wanted to fix his shirt and enjoy how normal this all feels and take advantage of the fact that he's allowed to step into into Dazai's personal space like that and --
[That's definitely worse - so aren't you glad that Dazai saved you all that nonsense? He'll take your thank-you in writing, much appreciated. ... Actually, carrying the bags is adequate compensation too, so he'll let it slide.]
Hmm, let's see...
[There's a wine store, but he's skipping that one just on principle. Then there's a book store, but he also knows what he'll end up reading yet another copy of if he goes there, so he'll pass... This is kind of bad. He did want to offer Chuuya a distraction, but the idea of much more shopping is already kind of tiresome.]
How about we just grab a drink from the konbini and find somewhere to sit?
[Why that seems less boring than shopping is anyone's guess, but there ya go. Anyway, he can be convinced to shop more if Chuuya really wants.
He just also wants to have a drink - coffee or alcohol, either works! - and maybe nap for a bit while lying on a park bench with his head in Chuuya's lap. They were up all night, so! That's clearly a logical and reasonable plan!]
[Chuuya had definitely expected to be dragged into some ridiculous tourist shop or something else like that, and he wouldn't even have minded if that's what Dazai wanted. This works, too, though. Choosing these outfits had taken a while, and with the lack of sleep, he's definitely low on energy. Most days he'd use adrenaline to keep going, but that's not an option here.
Relaxing sounds nice, actually.]
Sure. And if there'a a store you wanna go to later, it can still be your turn to pick.
[But they also don't have to. There's probably other things they can do to waste time, or they can keep driving. Maybe he can have their other clothes mailed home so they don't have to deal with these bags.
But he doesn't even want to worry about that much, really. There's a konbini close by, and they can ask there if there's any parks nearby while getting those drinks Dazai wanted. And maybe a few snacks, too, because it would be a waste not to.]
[The park is small and simple, but it does what parks do best: provide some nice surroundings that feel a lot quieter than a shopping district, even though they attract so many people that the difference is probably minimal at best. It's nice and green though, and the air feels fresh. That's definitely worth something.
Their breakfast had been nice and all, but Dazai thinks he still prefers the simplicity of this: some coffee (Dazai's probably for the road); some nice and refreshing chuuhai; some snacks of Chuuya's choosing that Dazai may or may not indulge in. He'll unfortunately have to stay seated while he drinks, but oh boy is he ever gonna (pretend to) nap after that.]
[Chuuya probably shouldn't drink if he'll be driving, but... that's never actually stopped him before. And it's not like he'll be drinking a lot, so it's fine.]
Kanpai!
[He grins, pops the can open, takes a sip. It's a little nostalgic, too. He hasn't done this sort of thing since... Well, since Dazai left.
And that's weird to think about. This used to be exactly the type of thing he'd do. Drink in places you're not supposed to, because why would he care about rules, or what people think. He used to be the kind of person people wouldn't want in their bars anyway. People would assume he was trouble, and try to kick him out before he even got started... Not so much anymore.
I thought you would like a drink named after yourself.
[Absolutely not what it was named after. But hey, does that mean that Chuuya gets to be high? In Dazai's mind?? It's almost a compliment!]
It's nice and refreshing. Perfect for days like this.
[Also low in alcohol, which does help with the driving, if and when it happens. Anyway, clearly Dazai is the only one really at risk if they crash? So he gets to take these chances.
After a nice, long drink, he leans back against the bench they're sitting on, just taking in the weather. It really is pretty nice, just sitting like this - not that Dazai's ever let the likes of work get in his way.]
[No, if they crash, Chuuya will protect Dazai with his own body if he has to. But that's a risk he's willing to take.]
Does that mean you think about me every time you drink this?
[Just following Dazai's logic here... Even though obviously, if he's gonna get a drink named after him, it's gotta be something more expensive. A rare wine would be best, but he wouldn't object to a mixed drink if it's good enough.]
It was one of my favorites, forever ago.
[Before he learned to appreciate wine and stronger drinks. He leans back too, surprisingly relaxed for him, shoulder bumping into Dazai's arm. He doesn't pull away. If he survived the humiliation of stroking his hands across Dazai's chest while shopping earlier, then touching like this should be fine. It just looks like they're sitting close together to leave room at the other edge of the bench, in case someone else needs it.]
[Don't be dumb and get yourself killed, Chuuya. (Okay, Chuuya not being dumb is only marginally more likely than Chuuya not being hot - but still! There are a lot of things Chuuya shouldn't be doing, clearly.)]
You say that like I drink it all the time.
[Which is neither confirmation nor denial, really. And maybe it's a bit of a letdown, after what Chuuya had built up a theoretical confirmation to be, but it's honest. From Dazai, that means something.
For what it's worth: he doesn't sound happy about supposedly not drinking chuuhai and thinking about Chuuya that often. It's not like he needs chuuhai for the latter, but regardless -...
Well, maybe part of him does miss what they used to have, even though there are a billion reasons why he'd never go back to those times. Not even to the two of them in those times.]
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Well, if it's really too much work, maybe Dazai won't bother trying to steal anything and dealing with the resulting mess. He can save that for another meal when such agreements haven't yet been made, and so Chuuya clearly can't have a problem with it. Dazai is still more interested in getting answers, here.
Then again, an all-expenses-paid mini-vacation isn't bad, regardless of details!
Dazai has some doubts about being in public like this, partly because it's not Yokohama and partly in spite of that, but it's probably only a minor risk, and regardless, even if feces were to hit the proverbial fan, it's nothing they can't handle. Something to be aware of all the same.]
Stores, then. [Dazai would enjoy a park, but if they're going to do more driving and hence sitting later, he might eventually die of boredom, and that is definitely the most painful way of committing suicide he has yet discovered. Big X, not allowed.] Maybe we'll finally find Chuuya a decent hat!
[Nahhhh he's joking. But clothes are a safe bet, and Dazai would also be rather fond of any dumb touristy shops. The blatant absurdity is quite refreshing!]
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Except Dazai doesn't seem to be stealing more food than he's owed. It's almost a bit disappointing, not getting the distraction of a game, a squabble neither of them mean, a challenge he knows he's going to lose. Even though it's... actually really nice to just have breakfast together, away from everything. It's something almost too normal for them.
It's definitely risky, too.]
There's no way I'm wearing anything you pick out. But I can find some clothes for you.
[He's the one with taste here, right? Clearly he should be in charge of shopping. Though he won't mind going into whatever silly shops Dazai wants to, either.]
I can think of a few ways to make you look half-decent.
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I already look more than decent, Chuuya.
[Not that he'd especially mind getting an outfit based on Chuuya's recommendations, but he doesn't really want to give in so easily, especially when he's already given up on his part of that sandwich that he didn't want in the first place. (He is being nice here! Kind of! For him!!)]
If you want to dress me, you should let me dress you too. It's only fair.
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Says who?
[And maybe it's fun to be a bit difficult sometimes. Dazai can't always get what he wants, after all, even if Chuuya does end up considering that offer. Is it worth getting to dress Dazai if Dazai is also going to dress him? Because that definitely comes with a whole lot of risks. There's a pause as he drinks more coffee.]
As long as you don't treat it like a joke.
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[Or make one up. But in either case, it's just going to be a huge waste of time and effort, and Dazai can do without, personally. He knows he's good-looking! Everyone can't love him for his charming personality alone!! ... Mostly because he doesn't have one of those, but, yanno...]
Of course not. I'm the one who has to look at Chuuya, after all.
[So obviously it's in his best interest to create a look that's worthwhile! Even though that's hardly a narrow definition...
...
But no, he does plan to come up with something at least semi-decent. Though he may add a silly touristy shirt on the side at some point. Optional! Just a souvenir.
... And also lingerie.]
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[Not that he'd be jealous if Dazai talked about other people who find him attractive. Why would he be? He takes another bite of his sandwich.]
Then I'll wear it. Since you want to look at me so much.
[And Chuuya loves the attention, from Dazai specifically. It feels a bit strange to be planning this like it's a normal vacation, like the two of them could ever manage to pull off something like that. And it really is terrifying how much he wants it.
He probably should tell Dazai why he kidnapped him first, in case that changes anything.]
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Better to just drop the topic, probably.]
Chuuya is the one who kidnapped me so I would look at him though?
[That's definitely what happened, and not at all an excuse to give Chuuya another opening to talk about things. Even Dazai knows better than to try to force Chuuya into a serious conversation. Can he do it? Of course! But he would rather not put in that much effort.]
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Though now they're back to the topic of why Chuuya decided to kidnap Dazai for a spontaneous vacation, which isn't much better. And he knows there's no avoiding it, really. When Dazai wants to know something, he'll find out, one way or another, and all Chuuya is doing is postponing the inevitable. He could run away now, abandon Dazai here, drive off by himself, and wherever he decided to go he'd find Dazai already there, waiting, demanding answers.]
There's no point in looking good if no one's admiring it.
[But no, he knows he has to. It's unfair not to.]
I just felt like it. Okay? [An annoyed huff, more at himself than anything.] And it shouldn't be a big deal. But I know it is anyway.
[He rubs at the back of his neck for a moment, and then just leans his elbow against the table like that, supporting his head with one hand, face tilted to watch the street, and not Dazai.]
I know I'm doing things I shouldn't. I know people know. Sooner or later, it's gonna bite me in the ass. And I don't feel like waiting like a coward for it to happen. I'm not being passive about any of this crap.
[He gestures vaguely to indicate which crap he's talking about, but the gesture definitely includes Dazai, at least briefly.]
And I wanted to. It wasn't planned at all until I made that turn out of Yokohama.
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[Well, perhaps that's a bit too idealistic. Certainly if people are walking around smeared in shit, the looks they get will not be the good kind, and then there's certain jobs where dressing a certain way is expected - but in general? Dazai thinks he is right. (Then again, Dazai thinks that a lot.)
Hmm... That's not much of an answer, but it proves how upset Chuuya is - and it also confirms that this isn't some evil plan on Chuuya's part (which Dazai wasn't expecting, but it's nice to rule it out for certain). The unfortunate downside to Chuuya being so upset is that they won't be able to talk about things calmly.
Dazai mentally gives a little sigh. Oh well, looks like he'll have to postpone getting answers anyway. And so he ignores Chuuya's answer, changing the topic once again, like he never not-actually-asked a question in the first place.]
Well then! Any other stores we should visit, beyond the fancy boutiques Chuuya favors?
[He finishes up his cake, not really making eye contact. Look at him being a nice guy, Chuuya! You get even more time to get over yourself!!]
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[Well, he always does, but there's a difference in the way he gets ready for work, and how he wants to present himself in his off time. A different sort of good.
Except that he definitely looks like a mess right now, since he hasn't even washed his face. But it's not important. He likes dressing up for Dazai, but he's comfortable around him either way. It's strange. It's not what he wants to focus on right now. Dazai is being too nice.]
Did I finally figure out how to make Dazai drop a subject? That was easier than expected.
[He'll finish his sandwich, then, before getting up to go pay.]
I'll let you pick the second store, since I'm picking the first.
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[He gives Chuuya a winning smile. Mostly because he's won.
Unsurprisingly, Dazai lets Chuuya get the check with no complaints. Look, it's the least Chuuya owes him for kidnapping him! Besides, ADA pay isn't exactly up to mafia standards. (Nevermind that he still has some fortunes squirreled away here and there.)
When it comes time for picking that second store, there will be a fancy wine store RIGHT THERE, and Dazai will ignore it and keep walking forever and ever. That's what Chuuya gets for being rude.
But anyway, first some clothes shopping. And, as stated, Dazai actually picks out a decent casual-chic outfit for Chuuya. He even finds something that works on Chuuya's chibi frame! Truly, he is too good at this stuff (and most other stuff, to everyone else's eternal regret).]
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[He probably shouldn't agree so easily, but he knows he's being a bit of a dick about all of this, when Dazai is actually being considerate.
But that's something he can worry about later. Spending some time wandering the town, shopping, like they're normal people on some sort of normal-people-day-trip, is actually a pretty good way to clear his head. Not to mention improve his mood. Maybe it really has been too long since he took some time off, even just a day.
He's definitely impressed with the outfit Dazai picks out. He won't even pretend otherwise for once, just selects a few accessories and accent pieces to complete the look, but holds them out for Dazai to approve before making any decisions, since the vision is ultimately his.
The outfit he picks out for Dazai is more of an issue. Not because it's hard to choose something, but because usually he spends so much time trying to hide just how attracted he is to Dazai, but he can't consider these clothes on him without also admiring him in the process. He looks too damn good. Chuuya selects something to complement the outfit Dazai chose for him - not quite matching, and not too obvious, but each outfit would highlight the best in the other - and then, when Dazai tries it on, can't stop himself from smoothing it out, hands across Dazai's chest, before reaching up to brush his fingers through his hair to fluff it up for him... just to check every detail of the complete look, of course.
And then steps back too quickly again, a little flustered by his own actions.]
Is it comfortable? I don't want you to be distracted by an itchy seam or something while you wear it.
[Those times he's bought clothes for Dazai before as well, making sure they're comfortable to wear has been as important as everything else he considers.]
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He may complain a bit about the clothes Chuuya picks out for him, but it's very minor - arguing about whether it's really the best shade of that color for him, perhaps - and mostly intended to make it seem like he's not going along too easily. He does consider whether he should ruin the look somehow, just because he can... but Chuuya embarrassing himself puts him in a good mood, and so he doesn't.]
So considerate~! [He beams an angelic smile at Chuuya - which is more because he enjoys how flustered Chuuya is than because of Chuuya's kindness, but whatever.] And here I thought you'd welcome the excuse for me to take them off later.
["Ohnoes, these clothes are just so itchy! We should go somewhere I can take them off as soon as possible!!" Seems like a perfectly reasonable plotline for some kind of adult story, doesn't it?
Some store clerks definitely overheard him and are now whispering among themselves and/or freaking out. Oh, well!]
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You'll be taking them off later anyway.
[He, at least, will keep his voice low enough to avoid being overheard. And he says it like it's an insult, even though he really just admitted that he wants Dazai. He ducks his head, and considers hiding in one of the changing rooms, if he can get past Dazai without making it too obvious that's why he's doing it.]
I'm just not gonna waste my money on clothes you don't even wanna wear.
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[Not always often, but that's also a matter of context and what not. Chuuya can get him all the Nice™ clothes, but Dazai doesn't have much of a need for those anymore. He lives a simpler life these days, don't you know?
Dazai wouldn't truly mind getting it on right here in the store, but he also kind of ruined their odds of flying under the radar - and maybe that's even why he did it. While he enjoys sex with Chuuya, they do still need to talk at some point - and if it needs to happen during post-sex relaxation, he'd rather be somewhere more private for that.]
Well then, should we get these to go?
[That is absolutely what you do with clothes. You just pay and wear them right out of the store.]
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[Wait. No, don't call him out on the fact that he's always buying Dazai clothes, that definitely makes it seem like they're together. And it sounds too nice. He'd obviously never do anything that nice.
So he won't object to paying and leaving, and getting away from these people and the looks they're now giving the two of them. Chuuya gets the clothes they came in packed into bags, and grabs them to carry since he already knows Dazai won't help. And he's realizing now, holding those bags, that there's no way they'll be able to keep driving later, or at least not on his motorcycle. He should have known that from the start, really.]
You did that on purpose.
[He waits until they're out of the store to make that accusation. It's... not the worst kind of embarrassment, though, since Dazai really is here, spending time with him. But. Still.]
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Did I?
[Yeah, he really did, which is why he's not even denying it, really. But it wasn't malicious or anything, so clearly he doesn't need to even pretend to feel bad about it.]
Chuuya just seemed to be getting a little too eager. It wouldn't do to ruin your reputation here immediately after you've arrived, would it?
[Not that it really matters when they're not exactly planning to live here, but...]
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I wasn't eager.
[Wanting to touch Dazai doesn't make him --
Okay, but he hadn't actually wanted to touch him in a sexual way, in that moment. He'd just wanted to fix his shirt and enjoy how normal this all feels and take advantage of the fact that he's allowed to step into into Dazai's personal space like that and --
... That's worse than if he'd just been horny.]
What kind of shop should we go to next?
[Time to change the subject.]
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... Actually, carrying the bags is adequate compensation too, so he'll let it slide.]
Hmm, let's see...
[There's a wine store, but he's skipping that one just on principle. Then there's a book store, but he also knows what he'll end up reading yet another copy of if he goes there, so he'll pass...
This is kind of bad. He did want to offer Chuuya a distraction, but the idea of much more shopping is already kind of tiresome.]
How about we just grab a drink from the konbini and find somewhere to sit?
[Why that seems less boring than shopping is anyone's guess, but there ya go. Anyway, he can be convinced to shop more if Chuuya really wants.
He just also wants to have a drink - coffee or alcohol, either works! - and maybe nap for a bit while lying on a park bench with his head in Chuuya's lap. They were up all night, so! That's clearly a logical and reasonable plan!]
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Relaxing sounds nice, actually.]
Sure. And if there'a a store you wanna go to later, it can still be your turn to pick.
[But they also don't have to. There's probably other things they can do to waste time, or they can keep driving. Maybe he can have their other clothes mailed home so they don't have to deal with these bags.
But he doesn't even want to worry about that much, really. There's a konbini close by, and they can ask there if there's any parks nearby while getting those drinks Dazai wanted. And maybe a few snacks, too, because it would be a waste not to.]
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Their breakfast had been nice and all, but Dazai thinks he still prefers the simplicity of this: some coffee (Dazai's probably for the road); some nice and refreshing chuuhai; some snacks of Chuuya's choosing that Dazai may or may not indulge in. He'll unfortunately have to stay seated while he drinks, but oh boy is he ever gonna (pretend to) nap after that.]
Kanpai~
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Kanpai!
[He grins, pops the can open, takes a sip. It's a little nostalgic, too. He hasn't done this sort of thing since... Well, since Dazai left.
And that's weird to think about. This used to be exactly the type of thing he'd do. Drink in places you're not supposed to, because why would he care about rules, or what people think. He used to be the kind of person people wouldn't want in their bars anyway. People would assume he was trouble, and try to kick him out before he even got started... Not so much anymore.
Has he changed that much?]
I forgot how terrible chuuhai is.
[He likes it.]
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[Absolutely not what it was named after. But hey, does that mean that Chuuya gets to be high? In Dazai's mind?? It's almost a compliment!]
It's nice and refreshing. Perfect for days like this.
[Also low in alcohol, which does help with the driving, if and when it happens. Anyway, clearly Dazai is the only one really at risk if they crash? So he gets to take these chances.
After a nice, long drink, he leans back against the bench they're sitting on, just taking in the weather. It really is pretty nice, just sitting like this - not that Dazai's ever let the likes of work get in his way.]
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Does that mean you think about me every time you drink this?
[Just following Dazai's logic here... Even though obviously, if he's gonna get a drink named after him, it's gotta be something more expensive. A rare wine would be best, but he wouldn't object to a mixed drink if it's good enough.]
It was one of my favorites, forever ago.
[Before he learned to appreciate wine and stronger drinks. He leans back too, surprisingly relaxed for him, shoulder bumping into Dazai's arm. He doesn't pull away. If he survived the humiliation of stroking his hands across Dazai's chest while shopping earlier, then touching like this should be fine. It just looks like they're sitting close together to leave room at the other edge of the bench, in case someone else needs it.]
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You say that like I drink it all the time.
[Which is neither confirmation nor denial, really. And maybe it's a bit of a letdown, after what Chuuya had built up a theoretical confirmation to be, but it's honest. From Dazai, that means something.
For what it's worth: he doesn't sound happy about supposedly not drinking chuuhai and thinking about Chuuya that often. It's not like he needs chuuhai for the latter, but regardless -...
Well, maybe part of him does miss what they used to have, even though there are a billion reasons why he'd never go back to those times. Not even to the two of them in those times.]
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