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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-02 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
What makes you think I ever get what I want?

[He does, of course, in a practical sense - and that can, indeed, bore him - but he can still ask the question very genuinely, in an existential sort of way. It feels valid to, even! There is more to life than moving all the pieces on the chess board without ever being able to move yourself, supposedly.

It's certainly a valid question, Dazai thinks, but he also knows that Chuuya is going to put more emotional weight on it than Dazai, and that really isn't the mood he was going for.]


Well... I did get you.

[Somebody punch him, he's being genuinely romantic. Sort of, in his own way.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-06 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[WOW don't ask Dazai what to do with a feeling?! How is he supposed to know???

Anyway, while he definitely said what he said to prevent awkward discussions, he wasn't lying, so Chuuya has no right to complain. Then again, technically Chuuya has no right to look so adorable while blushing stupidly, either - but he sure does! Thankfully it's not on purpose, so Dazai gets to chuckle a little.]


What kind of reaction is that?

[Surely you're supposed to say something like: "I love you, too!!" That's what normal people do, right?!

... Yeah, no, Dazai much prefers things this way, actually.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-07 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai should have probably seen that coming, but he didn't, even though he didn't not expect it, either. So let's just call it a part of his plan and wallow in the satisfaction of his inevitable success.

It's hard to react when Chuuya starts off too strong, but soon Dazai can relax into it, turning towards Chuuya just a bit for better access - for both of them, of course. He puts a hand on Chuuya's waist, pushing him a little. It might almost be accidental - he definitely can't physically force Chuuya, after all - and, if Chuuya should ignore it, "accidental" is definitely what it was. But, really, Dazai wants to encourage Chuuya to sit in his lap for better kissing.

Do it, Chuuya! You'll get to feel tall~!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-07 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, Chuuya... You can hit the pause button on Dazai's mouth, but you will never be able to turn it off. It's fine, though: as long as Dazai can entertain his mouth some other way, he will happily let you pretend otherwise for a bit.

And that is exactly what he does. Letting Chuuya have the height advantage is not something Dazai wants to do too often, but it's awfully convenient here and now. For one thing: it puts them at as equal a height as they're likely to get. For another: it's a good excuse for Dazai to let Chuuya have the advantage, and hence the initiative. Dazai gets to be lazy! ... Well, he will massage Chuuya's butt a bit, because it's right next to his hands and it's nice to touch. Apart from that, though, he only focuses on his tongue, entering deep into Chuuya's mouth to dance with his.

How's that for a tongue twister~? (Chibi Chuuya charitably choked on -... Okay, let's just keep the tongue twisting literal.)]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-10 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kiss-breaks for teasing, you say? Don't mind Dazai if he joins in on the fun. Though Chuuya might think he got away with it for a moment, as Dazai continues kissing while gently holding Chuuya, until the next natural pause.]

... Can too? You started it.

[Why is he starting the childish arguments at a time like this?! ... Well, that's just who he is as a person. Clearly it's Chuuya's fault for having such terrible taste in men.

But it's fine. Dazai is happy to keep kissing if Chuuya is. They can just spice it up (and/or dumb it down) with silly would-be insults.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-12 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Isn't it?

[It clearly is, Chuuya, gosh!! Dazai fingers stroke along where Chuuya's butt meets Dazai's legs. For one thing: it feels good. For another: Dazai is absolutely preparing an option or two to cheat, just in case. He's having fun with their little would-be argument, but that doesn't mean he's willing to lose it.]

Don't these things normally start with kissing, Chuuya?
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-14 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
That's true, too.

[An easy admission, though one that should probably be followed by some new and exciting arguments that will let Dazai win the discussion more decisively. But they're kissing, and he's enjoying that. Right now, he would gladly end the would-be battle of wits in favor of just kissing. He's not even especially interested in escalating things at the moment - not that he's opposed to that, either. Escalation may be a habit, both for fun and because doing anything for any length of time will get boring. And, with things like kissing, what is actually worse: it getting boring, signifying he sort of loses interest, or it not getting boring, signifying everything means a little too much?

It's funny how the latter is no longer a concern, somehow. Dazai finds himself rather comfortable with this simple kissing game.

... Well, there's also the fact that if Chuuya is the one to escalate things further, clearly Chuuya is the hornier one, and he can no longer make fun of Dazai. But that's probably just a happy coincidence.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-25 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
I never said that it was.

[Hinted at it, maybe. Believed it, sure. But he didn't actually, literally say it, so it clearly doesn't count! He keeps gently massaging Chuuya's ass, which, in his defense (or offense!) is less a sexual thing and more like most people would pet a dog.]

You did start it, though, didn't you?

[Really, Chuuya! You're even bringing it up now!! Way to not even bother hiding it.

Not that Dazai wants Chuuya to hide it. They can have sex, and Chuuya will lose this not-actual-argument. Dazai wins either way - and that's probably his point (in so far as he had one of those).]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-25 01:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[If you're asking Dazai? Yes. Yes, that would still very much be winning. But then, he's a petty person who needs these petty victories for entertainment. He'd still hate it if they didn't have sex in the long run, but the instant gratification of "winning" an ""argument"" is a quicker fix, even if it's also a smaller satisfaction.

Dazai is smart. That doesn't mean he's logical. (Some might even argue it requires being the exact opposite!)

Fortunately for Dazai, he has a nice partner, who will, if only occasionally, let him have his sex and eat it, too. (That's definitely how the saying goes.) He starts by having another taste of Chuuya's tongue, kissing languidly. This talk was going to be about kink, and he should probably incorporate some of that... but can he be bothered to?

Not just yet. Maybe later. For now, to what should probably be his shame (if he wasn't shameless), he's happy with just this. Who knew that simple things could be satisfying, too?]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-27 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai wouldn't mind getting undressed (or at least less dressed) himself, but at the same time, he can't be bothered putting any actual effort into doing that, when it would benefit Chuuya a lot more than him. Instead, he'll simply enjoy Chuuya's increased accessibility, moving his hands over the comfortably warm skin of Chuuya's back as they keep kissing.

That's only entertaining for a moment, however. Soon, Dazai takes advantage of the real benefit that Chuuya getting rid of his shirt offers: easier access to the skin just under the waistband of his pants.

You could always stand to be more naked, Chuuya~!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-30 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai certainly doesn't object to the grinding, though he's a little confused!! He was in the middle of taking your pants off, Chuuya... Surely this is counterproductive to your pleasure?? And you're always such a horny one.

... Well, the horniness is balancing out a bit, the way Chuuya is going. It was such a crude countermove on Chuuya's part, and yet it's actually working?! Dazai is offended, truly! While he doesn't actually want to interrupt what they're doing, he is going to bite Chuuya's lip. Chuuya deserves it.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-01 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[The imaginary music, undoubtedly.

How dare you smile, Chuuya?! Dazai -.... Well, he wants to be angry, but he can't bring himself to care all that much at the moment. Maybe he'll have his revenge later, if he ends up caring after all - right when Chuuya least expects it. (That's Dazai's excuse, and he's sticking to it.)

The lap dance feels pretty good, but that's also a problem: while Dazai can't really be arsed to undress, he does want to open his own pants, and - even more importantly - to get Chuuya's pants off. Eventually, he lightly pinches Chuuya's side, which is honestly the very least he deserves.]


Up.
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-04 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[In the meantime, Dazai unceremoniously opens his pants. He doesn't even bother freeing himself from the confines of his underwear; he's just giving himself some more space. He can do the real work later - or Chuuya can. There's really no need to rush.]

And what might that be? [What, indeed, does it say? Dazai's hands find Chuuya's hips again, more wanting to touch than supportive in any practical sense.] Perhaps that I enjoy the view?

[Or that the rest of his body gets cold even more quickly than his heart. Could be that, really.]

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