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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-25 01:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[If you're asking Dazai? Yes. Yes, that would still very much be winning. But then, he's a petty person who needs these petty victories for entertainment. He'd still hate it if they didn't have sex in the long run, but the instant gratification of "winning" an ""argument"" is a quicker fix, even if it's also a smaller satisfaction.

Dazai is smart. That doesn't mean he's logical. (Some might even argue it requires being the exact opposite!)

Fortunately for Dazai, he has a nice partner, who will, if only occasionally, let him have his sex and eat it, too. (That's definitely how the saying goes.) He starts by having another taste of Chuuya's tongue, kissing languidly. This talk was going to be about kink, and he should probably incorporate some of that... but can he be bothered to?

Not just yet. Maybe later. For now, to what should probably be his shame (if he wasn't shameless), he's happy with just this. Who knew that simple things could be satisfying, too?]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-27 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai wouldn't mind getting undressed (or at least less dressed) himself, but at the same time, he can't be bothered putting any actual effort into doing that, when it would benefit Chuuya a lot more than him. Instead, he'll simply enjoy Chuuya's increased accessibility, moving his hands over the comfortably warm skin of Chuuya's back as they keep kissing.

That's only entertaining for a moment, however. Soon, Dazai takes advantage of the real benefit that Chuuya getting rid of his shirt offers: easier access to the skin just under the waistband of his pants.

You could always stand to be more naked, Chuuya~!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-03-30 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai certainly doesn't object to the grinding, though he's a little confused!! He was in the middle of taking your pants off, Chuuya... Surely this is counterproductive to your pleasure?? And you're always such a horny one.

... Well, the horniness is balancing out a bit, the way Chuuya is going. It was such a crude countermove on Chuuya's part, and yet it's actually working?! Dazai is offended, truly! While he doesn't actually want to interrupt what they're doing, he is going to bite Chuuya's lip. Chuuya deserves it.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-01 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[The imaginary music, undoubtedly.

How dare you smile, Chuuya?! Dazai -.... Well, he wants to be angry, but he can't bring himself to care all that much at the moment. Maybe he'll have his revenge later, if he ends up caring after all - right when Chuuya least expects it. (That's Dazai's excuse, and he's sticking to it.)

The lap dance feels pretty good, but that's also a problem: while Dazai can't really be arsed to undress, he does want to open his own pants, and - even more importantly - to get Chuuya's pants off. Eventually, he lightly pinches Chuuya's side, which is honestly the very least he deserves.]


Up.
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-04 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[In the meantime, Dazai unceremoniously opens his pants. He doesn't even bother freeing himself from the confines of his underwear; he's just giving himself some more space. He can do the real work later - or Chuuya can. There's really no need to rush.]

And what might that be? [What, indeed, does it say? Dazai's hands find Chuuya's hips again, more wanting to touch than supportive in any practical sense.] Perhaps that I enjoy the view?

[Or that the rest of his body gets cold even more quickly than his heart. Could be that, really.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-05 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well then, far be it from Dazai to ruin Chuuya's fun! ... Except when he feels like it, but he's not really in that kind of mood at the moment. So, sure, let Chuuya undress him a bit, if he wants. It's not like Dazai doesn't know he's generally considered attractive. It's still a bit weird to have Chuuya of all people say that, though. It seems to unrelated to their dynamic, even though it does normally play into these relationship things.

Oh well, best not to think about it too much. Dazai certainly doesn't object to Chuuya thinking he's hot, so!

Of course Dazai doesn't bother helping Chuuya unbutton his shirt, though he won't fight Chuuya if he wants to take it off afterwards. But if this is what Chuuya wants, clearly Chuuya should be the one to do it! Dazai is just going to distract him with neck kisses in the meantime. (A man's gotta entertain himself somehow!)]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-06 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's nice, making out like this. Dazai doesn't think he is nearly as impatient about it all as Chuuya, but that's probably not entirely true. He's certainly a little breathy when he comments, noncommittally:]

You could.

[If Chuuya wants to rip his shirt, let him! Dazai doesn't really care. For one thing: he's enjoying kissing Chuuya's neck too much to stop. For another: if Chuuya rips his shirt, that's a good excuse to make Chuuya buy him new clothes sometime. It's clearly a win-win situation!

To underline his point (such as it is), he sucks hard on Chuuya's skin, intending to leave a mark, or to provoke him a little, or both.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-07 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai breathes a soft laugh at the (entirely correct) appraisal of his clothing, but that laugh interrupts what he's doing, and so he "punishes" Chuuya for that by lightly biting the skin he just sucked. It's really surprisingly gentle, especially for Dazai, but then, it's punishment in name only. It is Dazai's own fault for allowing Chuuya to amuse him, anyway.]

Buy me better, then.

[Not that he really needs Chuuya's permission: he absolutely will use Chuuya's funds, whether Chuuya wants him to or not, because that is what Dazai has decided now. Maybe he'll change his mind. Maybe he doesn't actually care either way. Maybe he's only talking because it gives the illusion of control - and it's remarkable how often that comes in handy.

But first thing's first. Dazai hisses as Chuuya scratches him.]


Bad kitty.

[Yes, Chuuya is his dog - but clearly he's a cat, too, if only in the "bottom" sense of the word, so Dazai feels he has the right to expand their pet repertoire. Bunny boy Chuuya would be funny too, but that's probably more of a gap moe thing.

He squeezes Chuuya's butt a little harder than necessary, but it's mostly to get him to lift his hips. It's about time they get this going properly - ideally before Dazai turns into more of a human scratching post! (Well... he'll live, regardless.)]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-09 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[To be fair, "punishment" is rather a big word for something that Dazai considers mostly in his head. When there's real punishment involved, Chuuya will know - but then, is there ever, really? This is all just fun and games, and a little imaginary ego-protection. Has it ever really been more serious punishment than that?

Chuuya can protest all he wants; Dazai has already had him as his dog, and he'll have him as his maid sometime too. (Think about your French not-actual-heritage, Chuuya!!) A cat or other animals aren't all that high on the list of desired dress-ups, but that's not to say that Dazai won't have a go at them at some point. Variety is the spice of life, after all! (... Oh wait, he doesn't actually like spicy food. That explains a lot!)]


Shhh, less hissing... more kissing!

[You don't have to be a cat, but don't be a pussy, gosh!!

With Chuuya lifting his hips, Dazai can line himself up, more or less maneuvering Chuuya into position - not that he needs to, but let's pretend this is a team effort while he can be bothered with any effort at all. He won't push in once they're pressed together though, because you know what? He does actually want to kiss. And so he will. The rest can wait just a little bit - unless Chuuya can't.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-14 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's always cute when Chuuya holds back - or tries to, or pretends to. Much like his humiliation kink, it suggests a sense of shame that suits Chuuya's normal personality extremely poorly, but that's why Dazai enjoys it. Maybe he appreciates the gap moe. Maybe he just enjoys exploiting this rare but glaring weakness; he's never been above taking an easy way out.

Interrupting their kiss comes at a cost, and Dazai does it with - he's somewhat surprised to notice in himself - a considerable sense of reluctance. It can't be helped though: he has something to say.]


Do it, Chuuya.

[Not only is it always nice to have Chuuya do the work (as in every other aspect of life!), but, if Chuuya does start things off, Dazai can reward him by thrusting up into him the last little bit of the way. He can practically feel Chuuya's reaction already!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-19 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[And that is why! Making Chuuya sore is not only satisfying, in a petty way, but it also gives Dazai some reprieve while Chuuya recovers. Oh sure, he enjoys fucking Chuuya, but they've been doing it a lot, and not everyone is an energizer-bunny (made to actual size)!

It's pretty nice to have Chuuya take it slow while it lasts, actually, but Dazai can't let himself get too distracted when he has a punchline (thrust-line??) to get to. After that, it's fairly easy going, but Dazai finds himself thirsty for more anyway, which is a problem when he already has everything he wants right here in his hands. And yet it's not the gaping hole he usually experiences in life, but more like an onsen, eternally welling up with nigh-excessive warmth.

(Should he compare Chuuya to a geyser out loud at some point? With the way Chuuya comes, maybe he should. (Maybe only after coming a few times, though. It will be good to say, but Dazai doesn't necessarily want to deal with Chuuya's reaction. Must wear him out first!))

Maybe if he kisses Chuuya again, he won't have to think too much about it. He's even going to keep thrusting up into Chuuya a bit, because he's feeling loving some kind of way generous.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-26 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[A slow pace is surprisingly nice, and not like the quick grab of whatever-he-wants that Dazai might normally prefer - though he does enjoy playing with his metaphorical food. That's probably the only reason why he's enjoying this the way he is.

... No, all right, he does know he loves Chuuya. He wouldn't even deny it in public, probably - and yet, when he's arguing with himself, for some reason the excuses keep on coming, the way they always have. What does that even say about him? (That he needs to stop asking those question, that's what it says!!)

He really should take advantage of the situation, and get Chuuya to do something extra absurd before either of them climaxes and the best opportunity will have passed, but Dazai just can't bring himself to turn this into more of a game than it's already been. He's enjoying himself; he's enjoying being with Chuuya, in more than just the physical sense. Maybe that's enough.

... Or maybe he can at least mess with Chuuya's dick a little bit. It could be framed as an act of kindness, but he'll have you know, he's only doing it because it feels nice on the inside!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2024-04-27 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's tempting to keep torturing Chuuya, really, but having Chuuya listen to him is also nice, and in the end Dazai leans slightly more towards the satisfaction of the second option. If nothing else, it will make him feel more in control, in spite of the way Chuuya is making him feel - or less not in control, by comparison.

When, indeed? He resumes the kiss as soon as possible, trying to push down the irrational urge to consume Chuuya altogether. Give him a second, he'll answer soon enough.]


Ten...

[That's not much of an answer in itself, and he doesn't fully stop touching Chuuya's dick either, though he keeps his touches light and teasing rather than anymore more serious.]

Nine...

[Yup, he's just going to count down, very slowly. And he's probably going to get a bit more dedicated to stroking Chuuya off as time progresses. It would be no fun to make it too easy, after all.]

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