[Chuuya definitely hasn't gone back to normal yet. He feels boneless and brainless, and Dazai's praise has him feeling warm, still riding the aftermath of pleasure. Dazai might not be holding him up, but that light support combined with what remains of Chuuya's own strength means he... almost manages. He collapses forward onto his forearms, but otherwise holds himself still so skin stays pressed against skin.
He lets out a slight noise, clearly objecting, when Dazai nudges him to move.]
Made a mess again.
[Mostly on the floor, but also Dazai's hand. And that's a good excuse not to have to move, actually. He reaches for Dazai's wrist, so he can pull his hand to his mouth, and carefully lick at least that clean.
[For his part, Dazai doesn't care enough to force Chuuya away from him for the moment, which is definitely just because he's lazy, and not because he enjoys the feeling of being connected too. In his defense, it's pretty nice to have Chuuya lick him clean, even if it's just his hand. Maybe especially because it's just his hand.]
Nothing a little training won't fix.
[All that mess-making has to go! Or not, but Dazai can use that if they ever play like this again - which, considering Chuuya's love for the tail, seems likely. Well, then! Clearly it will be entirely Chuuya's fault when Dazai escalates things next time.
Was making Dazai proud really the point? Frankly, he hasn't cared enough to remember, but the fact that Chuuya bothers asking, regardless of how serious that is, is pretty nice. Dazai turns his now semi-clean hand so he can stroke Chuuya's face with it.]
... You certainly did.
[He has mixed feelings about admitting that much, but it's well deserved, so he says it anyway.
If Chuuya brings it up later, Dazai can always deny it.]
[This gentleness from Dazai is definitely something rare. Usually Chuuya has to risk his life to earn it, moments before falling unconscious. But that confirmation feels important, because he's left himself too vulnerable, too raw, by giving Dazai this level of submission, going further today than he normally would. There's a reason why Chuuya has resisted this kind of play up until now.
But if he can have this, then that's all that matters.]
Good.
[He knows they can't stay like that forever, but for as long as Dazai allows it, he's not moving. His knees are gonna be sore, probably his back and neck, too, but he doesn't care. He needs this. He never wants to admit that. And when they get up, the scene ends, and Chuuya will have to pull himself together, which is fine, but just for now...]
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He lets out a slight noise, clearly objecting, when Dazai nudges him to move.]
Made a mess again.
[Mostly on the floor, but also Dazai's hand. And that's a good excuse not to have to move, actually. He reaches for Dazai's wrist, so he can pull his hand to his mouth, and carefully lick at least that clean.
Dazai is softening inside him, and he likes it.]
Did I make you proud anyway?
[That was the point, right?]
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Nothing a little training won't fix.
[All that mess-making has to go! Or not, but Dazai can use that if they ever play like this again - which, considering Chuuya's love for the tail, seems likely. Well, then! Clearly it will be entirely Chuuya's fault when Dazai escalates things next time.
Was making Dazai proud really the point? Frankly, he hasn't cared enough to remember, but the fact that Chuuya bothers asking, regardless of how serious that is, is pretty nice. Dazai turns his now semi-clean hand so he can stroke Chuuya's face with it.]
... You certainly did.
[He has mixed feelings about admitting that much, but it's well deserved, so he says it anyway.
If Chuuya brings it up later, Dazai can always deny it.]
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But if he can have this, then that's all that matters.]
Good.
[He knows they can't stay like that forever, but for as long as Dazai allows it, he's not moving. His knees are gonna be sore, probably his back and neck, too, but he doesn't care. He needs this. He never wants to admit that. And when they get up, the scene ends, and Chuuya will have to pull himself together, which is fine, but just for now...]