[This gentleness from Dazai is definitely something rare. Usually Chuuya has to risk his life to earn it, moments before falling unconscious. But that confirmation feels important, because he's left himself too vulnerable, too raw, by giving Dazai this level of submission, going further today than he normally would. There's a reason why Chuuya has resisted this kind of play up until now.
But if he can have this, then that's all that matters.]
Good.
[He knows they can't stay like that forever, but for as long as Dazai allows it, he's not moving. His knees are gonna be sore, probably his back and neck, too, but he doesn't care. He needs this. He never wants to admit that. And when they get up, the scene ends, and Chuuya will have to pull himself together, which is fine, but just for now...]
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But if he can have this, then that's all that matters.]
Good.
[He knows they can't stay like that forever, but for as long as Dazai allows it, he's not moving. His knees are gonna be sore, probably his back and neck, too, but he doesn't care. He needs this. He never wants to admit that. And when they get up, the scene ends, and Chuuya will have to pull himself together, which is fine, but just for now...]