[ given his anaemic constitution it would not take long to make him pass out if hung upsidedown. so, fyo closes his fist very determined not to end up in that predicament, even if he must turn the situation bloody. (or actually, maybe he hopes it will turn bloody because this is in no way his fault, ending up here had been a pure stroke of (lack of) luck). let's not but protests would be taken as fear or invitation, both maybe. and he's not in the mood to deal with that when he'd dropped in with other intentions in mind.
not that fyo is about to admit to a)wanting company b)wanting a roll in the sheets with dazai.
and great, now dazai is free. there goes any potential fun for the evening. he makes a note to continue chipping away at chuuya's ...chuuya-ness to make him, if not trust, at least lower his guard a little. fyo is patient. none of this changes anything, he's still going to kill them all when he can. though it better be sooner rather than later, before he becomes too complacent in his indulgences with dazai; before the pings in his phone for individuals who are not his rats become habit; before nikolai manages to kill him for real. ]
Ah, well. It seems like I've ruined your evening. [ to chuuya; then to dazai— a slight tilt of the head, a warning. ]
[Chuuya doesn't trust Dostoevsky at all. He trusts Dazai, trusts the weird complicated way that their (ex-)partnership has always worked, even though he also knows Dazai loves to test Chuuya's limits... But the point is that Dazai isn't the issue here, even if he does decide to be a dick.
Dostoevsky could do so much more damage. He could be here to hurt either of them (he doubts it), or he could just be here to fuck with them. He could reveal too much. The last thing Chuuya wants is for Dazai to find out that Chuuya has had sex with this rat.
But more importantly: Chuuya was in a bad mood already, and he doesn't want him here. This was between him and Dazai. Not that he says that, or anything yet. What he does do is move.
The tatami under him rips as he jumps, caught in his gravity. He lands next to Dazai and spins, before grabbing Dazai by the arm and shoulder, careful not to touch skin. Dazai is safe from being affected by his Ability, true, but he can't cancel momentum, and that's what Chuuya is using to fling him forwards towards Dostoevsky. His plan is to use Dazai to shove the damn rat up against the wall, grab Dazai's hand, and slap it against Dostoevsky's neck, the whole thing happening at impossible speed.
He doesn't trust that Ability of his. But he trusts Dazai's. He's also going to put himself in between them again in case the rat has any other tricks to try, even if holding Dazai's hand in place means Tainted can no longer protect him.
And then he's going to press a knife up under his jaw.]
You did ruin my evening.
[He feels better now, though. He's wanted to hurt this rat for a while.]
One of you give me a good reason why I shouldn't kill you both.
[They all know he wouldn't kill Dazai.]
listen we all know Chuuya's world is black and white
[If Dazai's mood was bad, too, it's considerably improved now that he's free again. Not that he's going to thank Fyodor for the distraction or anything, but this still cuts an awkward session of suffering would-be revenge short, and that's worth something.
Until Chuuya creates Osamu Airlines, and that was not what Dazai had in mind.
Maybe he estimated Chuuya's hatred of Fyodor too high; definitely hanging upside down all that time still had his responses slower than they ought to be. Regardless, there really isn't a lot one can do against Chuuya's sheer strength unless you're aware it's coming... and even then your odds are only about 50-50.
And so Dazai finds himself flying at Fyodor, crash landing before being yoinked up by his arm as Chuuya awkwardly stands between them. Touching Fyodor is the one thing Dazai doesn't especially mind, though.]
Let it go, Chuuya. [He makes a mental note to himself to put Chuuya's face on Elsa for some especially trashy videos.] Dos-kun here doesn't have as much patience as I do.
[Ha....haha....... but, listen, he puts up with a lot from Chuuya, and that totally counts as patience, even if he does more to Chuuya in return.
Meanwhile he is definitely not letting go of Fyodor until this situation is resolved. No offense, Fyo, but you can't kill Dazai's toys. Not without his say-so.]
time for everyone to fly osamu airlines (LMK IF THIS IS OK.....)
[ ow. the wall is hard against his back, all bones as fyodor is he doesn't have the padding to soften the rough landing. honestly, these airlines better reimburse his money. and ah, that knife, that familiar hand held against his neck.
fyodor meets dazai's eyes, rictus grin widening grotesquely. well, dazai did warn chuuya. crime and punishment is sleeping beneath no longer human— humming through arteries and veins, to the beat of fyodor's heartbeat. an even pace despite the promise of pain, which fyodor can withstand but does not care to unless it is necessary. he tolerated ace breaking that bottle over his head only because he'd get to kill him later. in this instance the rules are different, not only is chuuya significantly more powerful and important on the board, but—
dazai is entwined with this godling. it is plain to see, how their relationship unfolds in front of his mind. the interactions here filling in whatever doubts and blanks he'd had before. fyodor doesn't know everything; the different shades that colour human interactions are present but not always taken into account. a mistake, dazai had said, not to take into account the spark that drove humans. hadn't nikolai said something along the same lines too? yes, fyodor vaguely remembers.
there is a scalpel up the sleeve of his right hand, without tainted he could sacrifice his throat to deliver an equally fatal blow. he weights that option, eyes turning back to chuuya. but but—
dazai had said he would show him what made humanity — what dazai sees in them. and fyodor had agreed to it. it had not been a binding contract but he feels compelled to honour the agreement. what a strange sentiment to have for someone who discards people at breakneck speed. the conflict is present, deep beneath the amethyst shade of his eyes, hard. ]
I believe, Dazai [ spoken slowly as he feels the cut of the knife on his neck, caused in part by leaning into it forward to push his face closer to chuuya. the words also carefully chosen for dazai's benefit: i won't kill him for this. i won't even maim him permanently for it. ] our agreement allows for self-defence. [ and then ignoring how the knife digs in, dostoevsky bites chuuya hard in the juncture between neck and collar, where the shirt exposes pale skin. hard enough to draw blood, not deep enough to tear the skin.
this is what you get for making him bleed without permission. ]
[Chuuya yelps as Dostoevsky suddenly bites, body jerking like he'd meant to jump back, but he's standing too close, and Dazai is effectively boxing him in. Chuuya had put himself in this position.
His knee comes up, hitting the rat right in the stomach, hard.
Then he lets go of Dazai's hand to grab the rat by the hair, yanking his head back. He keeps his grip tight.]
Wrong answer.
[He can feel blood trickling downwards, under his shirt, but he ignores it, ignores the throbbing pain from the bite. It doesn't even register on the scale of pain he's already survived. His eyes are hard now, anger only building; at this situation, at the two of them, at whatever the hell that agreement is, and at the way they're not taking him seriously enough.
And at the fact that Dazai is protecting a rat, though he has noticed that Dazai is protecting him, too.
But he's no longer holding onto Dazai, which means he can use Tainted again, if Dostoevsky wants to try to hurt him some more. He grins, cold, and drags the knife downwards, leaving behind a shallow cut. Then he turns to look at Dazai instead, since Dostoevsky apparently doesn't see the need to save himself.]
You have thirty seconds to tell me why I should let him live.
too small, not very tasty, likely to give you indigestion... yeah, sure sounds like him!
[Chuuya may not be holding Dazai's hand in place anymore, but Dazai still keeps it where it was - and he'll find some subtle place to touch Chuuya too, like that awkward side mullet. He doesn't especially want this to escalate.
But it's already escalated, and it keeps escalating further, and as easy as it would be to force a truce, if not accomplish actual peace, when both Fyodor and Chuuya are basically putting him on the spot, Dazai loses all interest in doing so. Does he really want them to kill each other? No. But he's already had a shitty time, and the last thing he wants is to put actual effort into stopping not just one, but two murder machines.]
... Don't wanna.
[And with that, he stops touching Chuuya and Fyodor both, and turns his back to walk away, stretching a particularly painful arm that got the rough end of his crash landing on a rat. He turns the movement into a half-assed wave on his supposed way out.]
If you want to, go ahead~
[Maybe it's a clever ploy to give them a common enemy, instead of killing each other.
Maybe he's just super lazy, and also wouldn't mind the attention.
Maybe all of the above! Picking only one option is for losers, anyway.]
[ self-defence is a flexible term, fyodor has come to find that it suits as an excuse to kill, maim or harm another; he could lie and say there is no other choice but to apply crime and punishment in this situation. it wouldn't even be a complete lie either but, more than what consequences await him for bending the rules, fyo does not want to end chuuya's life here. he's had him under his command before, vampire parts aside, and dostoevsky enjoyed it. that alone grants a bit of grace if nothing else.
the blow to his stomach will bruise; aches, now despite the way he stares dully at chuuya, hair fisted. ah, fyo thinks abstractly, that if he were to die here it would be pretty interesting. would chuuya snap his neck? or slam him on the floor until all his bones broke? not wanting or wanting to die has nothing to do with this train of morbid thoughts. his mind always does this, unfolding before his eyes a variety of futures, all possible and unlikely in their individual ways.
dostoevsky's bloodied mouth smiles up at chuuya, tendons in his neck protesting at the angle he's being held. the dullness recedes like the tide, replaced quickly by invitation. if dazai is done playing here, fyodor is happy to fill in -not upside down, no, but there are many ways to skin a cat. or a shear a sheep, as the case may be.
his hands are free, up close like this he slides a palm along the edge of chuuya's pants, stopping very deliberately in the middle, thumb playing with the zipper before dostoevsky stills again.
and really, he's not willing to give dazai any crumbs after he'd just so very rudely left him to die at chuuya's hands. ]
[When Dazai walks away, Chuuya tenses, almost imperceptibly but still there. He doesn't know how Dostoevsky's Ability works, what it really is, which means that without No Longer Human to cancel it, fighting him has quickly become a huge risk. And he's probably already pissed off the rat.
He doesn't make another move, not yet. He pulls his knife back a fraction, and waits to see what might happen, ready to react, to counterattack, to crush him with Tainted if he decides to kill Chuuya now.
He wasn't prepared for that.
Now, Chuuya actually freezes, eyes going wide with surprise and clear horror as he feels that hand on his crotch. Dazai can't see this. Dazai can't find out. And the worst part is, he kind of wants it.
Chuuya jumps back fast, making sure to keep his back to Dazai. He's blushing.]
Dazai, if you're leaving, take your damn rat with you.
[Maybe Dazai should have expected a move like that from Fyodor. Maybe he did expect a move like that from Fyodor - the guy must have come here for some reason, after all, and Chuuya's type is all too obvious - but what he didn't expect was the way it makes him feel, even if there's no good reason for that.
Still, while he may slow down almost imperceptibly, he takes another step, and another, because he shouldn't feel anything, surely? So why would he bother to? His old conclusion that anything worth having is lost to him the moment he obtains it can clearly only affect him if he acknowledges said "anything" as worth having in the first place.
He does, however, come to a stop when Chuuya calls out to him.]
I know you won't, Chuuya. You're not into suicide, after all.
[Let that one sink in for a moment, why don't you? Or don't, and realize what he meant a little later.
Siiiiiiiiiigh okaaaay Dazai is doing this, he guesses. How dare you both make him do a thing, to be honest?! He turns around, looking at Fyodor, his voice and expression both extremely bored.]
Fyo-chan, could you not enrage the Chuuhuahua? I know he's tempting to poke at, but I promise you his bite is worse than yours.
[ maybe, agreeing to the terms he had with the ada had been a mistake. aimless, under dazai's observations, and with crime and punishment monitored he has effectively trapped himself in a more effective way than any of the traps in meursault. and maybe seeing all of this humanity, being forced to engage it is bad for his own peace of mind.
but he tolerates this, as much as he tolerates being manhandled despite absolutely disliking it. fyo is patient, he will bide his time with both men in this room, for different reasons.
now that chuuya has released him, fyo runs a hand through his hair smoothing the strands from said grip. where he stands, between chuuya and dazai and out of touch from both of them is a better strategic position. back still pressed against the wall, he is rather still because while chuuya can hit much harder that knee before still hurt. ]
I've never bitten you before, Dazai. [ deliberately he uses his thumb to wipe his mouth clean of chuuya's blood. it's fine, it was just a nibble. no real damage done.
but he will take invitations where he sees them, even if they are not. ]
We are all already here, let's compare.
[ a few steps taken towards dazai before he presses his mouth to dazai's neck, if allowed. look, this man does not care, it's not like it's a secret that a lot of the pliancy fyodor demonstrates stems directly from his relationship with dazai. pushing their boundaries means he's not out there pushing for the end of the world, or whatever. ]
[It takes a second. He's still recovering from being groped in front of Dazai, and the knowledge that Dazai definitely knows now. That bastard always picks up on these things, even when there's no way to pick up on it, especially when it's something he can use to make fun of Chuuya later, and Chuuya is already regretting so many decisions, current and past.
And he's still worried about the rat's Ability, so at first he just thinks that Dazai is suggesting they'd both die, if Chuuya tried anything, because his Ability would work as a backlash. It's not until the Chuuhuahua comment that it sinks in.]
I'm not your damn pet.
[Anger is immediately bursting through the surface. It's not the same kind of anger from earlier, though, this one is more defensive, embarrassed.]
I should hang you back up.
[Even if Dazai did also compliment him, technically. He rubs at the back of his neck, winces when he accidentally rubs at the bitemark, and then just stares at Dostoevsky walks over to Dazai. He's not sure if he should be jealous. No, that's insane, he's not jealous, he really doesn't give a shit.
[Don't throw around your lack of biting Dazai as a complaint, when it was your own choice to refrain! Maybe Dazai shouldn't have corrected Fyodor like that when refusing a bite from Fyodor might have made him look better in front of Chuuya... but he does so anyway, because who honestly needs to try impressing Chuuya when Chuuya is so easy to impress? Honestly, only angering him is easier.
Q.E.D.
In spite of saying what he just did, Dazai might still refuse Fyodor if he had a good reason to... but he doesn't really, so why would he? It's just a bite, and rats do seem like the type to eat absolutely anything, so there's no shame in being on the same menu as Chuuya. Dazai does have all those bandages, however! Fyodor will have to bite high.
Dazai probably won't react much, unless Fyodor really goes for the kill. Or unless things take too long and Dazai decides it would be amusing to act seriously hurt just to freak out Chuuya - but considering Chuuya is already homicidal, he'll probably have to refrain for now.]
[ a mutter, only for dazai's ears: ] Always with the pet names, Dazai. You might give people the wrong idea. [ every situation he knows how to make worse, he has ideas in his mind, a reflection of scenarios dazai surely shares in. there are nuances between them, the shades of grey that colour their respective worlds but they are birds of a feather; what fun would it be to simply tear the skin here? he's not hungry though the utter apathy aimlessness is causing him tempts him.
the tip of his tongue along the curve of dazai's jawline, slowly moving downward and ending where the bandages start. open mouth and deliberate, his teeth close down on the bandage and he pulls lightly before letting it go. up, up, his tongue trails, beneath the jawline and he nips.
chuuya and dazai, however are two different beasts who hide their soft underbellies in distinct manners. dazai's is harder to find, even harder to pierce but chuuya's is difficult to touch if only because his ability is overwhelmingly powerful and unpredictable. ]
Ah, I wonder which one of you will try to kill me first. [ because it would be one of them, at the end of all things, who would try to deal the final blow before fyodor completed his plans.
perhaps gogol, but the clown has been silent lately. most likely occupied with terrorising sigma and the world in his pursuit of free will. ] Just don't hang me upside, godling. Be quick about it when you decide to do it.
[Chuuya continues to watch them, not sure if he should be disgusted or horrified, though he's definitely not surprised. Maybe he didn't have to worry about Dazai finding out, if Dazai was doing the exact same thing.
He's never allowed himself to feel jealous, and he's not about to start now. Not when he knows what his responsibilities are, and these two are both his enemies. He keeps towels on a bench near the door, to wipe sweat when he's working out in here, and he walks over there now, cleans rat blood off his blade to protect it.]
Don't worry, you don't deserve that effort. Besides, I can just wait for the two of you kill each other.
[He's going to push past them like he's about to leave the room, though at the last second he's going to flip his knife around so that the handle is turned towards the two of them, like an offer. Go ahead, take it. Stab each other.
They only have a few seconds to grab it, and it's first come first serve. Otherwise, he's going to bring his knife and go find himself a bottle of wine.]
[It's probably not right, to be honest: if nothing else, the relationship (such as it is) between Dazai and Fyodor is more complicated than the usual patterns that humanity tends to expect. But is it truly wrong, when the average relationship is at least as fake, and Dazai does have a certain level of fondness for the rat? Not in a healthy way, no, but there's a mutual attraction that is not just physical. Most people would call that love! (And Dazai would laugh in their faces - but a fondness, there is.)
And yet when it comes to talk of killing, Dazai just smirks darkly, if a bit mockingly. Chuuya may be technically capable of killing Fyodor, but then Fyodor has to let him, and Dazai has to let him - and Chuuya has to want to, too. Some of those necessary conditions are merely unlikely, but others are outright impossible.
It will be Dazai. Whether they'll go together or not, Dazai insists it will be him. This doesn't quite add to the experience of Fyodor biting him, but it doesn't detract from it, either.
Chuuya's knife is halfway expected, and Dazai is at a better angle, so he grabs it, flips it between his fingers, and sends it flying at the door. It's not nearly as effective as a lock, of course, but hopefully Chuuya will get the message that he's not supposed to leave.
Still, just in case he doesn't:]
Can't you imagine what we'll do your place if you leave now, Chuuya?
[Not that Chuuya hadn't stopped himself from leaving for the moment, anyway, but his (would-be) intention had been clear.]
Disgustingly wrong. [ dostoevsky replies, the minor height difference between himself and dazai forcing him to tilt his head upward, amethyst eyes luminous— sentimentally revolting, affection opens its yearning mouth and basks in this cruel, cruel bind between dazai and himself. their erratic behaviour, nonsensical plays, the fucking and the not fucking— the moments like this where dazai could very well turn and kill fyodor (not without consequence, no but he could be lethal to dostoevsky and that makes it all the more interesting).
chuuya's observation that he need only wait until the two killed one another is not a bad strategy. and yet, the appreciation of knowing that dazai is not going to let anyone else kill him is the kindest thing he's been offered in a long, long time. a wish never made granted.
a shift in attention as the knife embeds itself on the door and dostoevsky fucking laughs. ] Yes, it would be unwise to leave now, godling.
[Chuuya doesn't know what that conversation is about. He doesn't care. It's between the two of them, and he's half convinced they've made sure he's missed just enough not to understand, because they both know it would annoy him.
He honestly had been planning to leave, but that knife cuts him off, cuts off the idea, makes his legs freeze in place like the sharp blade was a direct order as much as a threat. It makes his pulse jump immediately, eyes going wide, too obvious. It's a good thing he'd turned away when it happens. There's also no way he would have needed either of them to say anything to know what it means.
He turns back towards them with a glare, trying to cover up his own reaction.
(He leaves the knife in the door. In his mind, it's theirs now.)]
Then stop being so damn annoying to put up with.
[It's weak, especially when he's clearly not going anywhere. He takes a step towards them again, head tilted back so he can look up at them both, waiting to see what they'll do.]
Actually seeing the two of you together is even worse than expected.
[Already, Chuuya seems to have forgotten all about why he'd dragged Dazai here in the first place, and that alone is a victory, if a small one. Let him remember much later, and get annoyed with himself more than Dazai; that sounds like a plan.
There's more Dazai should do, probably, but he's kind of comfortable like this, not kissing Fyodor but enjoying the possibility of it, his hands sliding ever so gently over Fyodor's overly thin sides, his hips... Yes, Dazai is absolutely trying to see if Fyodor has something on him that he doesn't want in this game - but touching like this is expected anyway, right?
But what to do about Chuuya, when Fyodor is the bigger risk, and the more pleasant company to boot? Chuuya is lovely to play with, and Dazai wants to involve him, but with Chuuya always determined to be so rude (which is definitely, 100% something an asshole like Dazai can comment on), the desire to put any effort into him stays pretty low.]
Then how about you close your eyes?
[Since they're so terrible to witness, and everything!
Having looked at Chuuya with a confident tilt of his head, Dazai turns his attention back to Fyodor, giving him a look that's as much a suggestion as a question. Whatever shall they do about the Chuuhuahua? Blindfolding Chuuya would be extremely justified, after that comment of his, but it might also make it a little too easy. Besides, Dazai had been playing with Chuuya for years now; while it's clear that Fyodor has, as well (and that's a little annoying, but less so now that they're all together), Dazai can only assume that his experience is more limited. Maybe Fyodor has a wish list regarding what to do with Chuuya?
Yes, rat, you can use Dazai's toys - for now, and now that you have his permission. But do try not to break them.]
[ in the grand scheme of things, in which people are but insignificant parts of, the three individuals in this room are a rarity. yes, in many aspects but in one in particular: they are not insignificant in said grand scheme. whether by luck or intellect, raw ability or manipulation, the scales of the world are forced off course by their actions and fate is brought to heel.
as dazai's hands skim along his sides, fyodor's body follows in delicate, slow movements to facilitate the search. a snake undulating under the sway of its charmer, performing for the crowd— no concealed weapons beyond the customary scalpel he keeps up his sleeve. lethal only in its ability to surprise, in this present company and circumstance it would not cause death. his fingers curl around the lapel of dazai's beige overcoat, and one hand moves to run his thumb along the cut made by chuuya's knife in his earlier wall stunt. dull red and plentiful— staining the collar of his shirt and giving no signs of stopping just yet. ]
No, [ fyodor turns to chuuya ] I think he should watch, he shouldn't be allowed to look away. [ playing nicely is fine by dostoevsky, chuuya is a long term project and showing some deference to dazai's request is utterly sincere. dazai and him have their arrangements, their agreements and not-promises-promises promised.
what he is curious is to see dazai and chuuya, to try and dissect the dynamics in their entirety, then feast on that. whether it is chuuya's expressions while observing them or fyodor with the infuriating smile staring at the other two it doesn't matter. each action yields knowledge.
his blood-stained thumb is brought up to his mouth, fyodor curling his tongue around the familiar taste; he keeps his gaze trained on chuuya as if to say look what you did. then, without preamble, he offers the same digit now spit and blood stained against dazai's lips. ]
[Chuuya hasn't forgotten about Dazai's punishment. He changed priorities the second Dostoevsky arrived, decided to let it go, because Dazai wouldn't understand his point anyway, and there was a new threat. He hasn't forgiven him, either, but nothing between the two of them has ever been properly resolved. It's what holds them together.
He's glancing between the two of them as they speak, still looking angry, but he --
He hesitates. His arm twitches like he wants to reach forward, and then he stops himself. They both know from experience that when Chuuya wants to do something, he rarely holds himself back unless he has good reason to. He can be obedient - can be made to be obedient - but they haven't actually given him reason to be yet. Any other time, he'd be grabbing one of them.
There's two of them now. He's actually not sure if he should do it.]
Why should I?
[To either option. Pick one, and try to convince him.
And then he moves anyway. He's annoyed at himself for his own hesitation, so even though it might be a bad idea, he's going to step up close, get up on tiptoe, and lean in. He's going to lick right across that cut he left on the rat, tasting blood, smearing his lips red.
(But he'll be easy to push off for once, if they try.)]
[Ah... It looks like Dazai is going to be made to do some work here, after all. Well, in this particular setting, with enough new variables to play with, he doesn't mind too much. He just likes to aim low!
Like, Chuuya-low, apparently. He's still not going to try convincing Chuuya with words, though, because he knows there are easier ways: he may as well save his breath.
But first, he parts his lips to invite Fyodor's thumb into his mouth, bodily fluids be damned, and wrap his tongue around it before closing his lips again and gently sucking. What honestly even counts as "gross" between them anymore? They're both way beyond such simple concepts.
Fyodor is free to do what he wants, but Dazai sees no reason to push Chuuya away: they're here to do this together, after all. Instead, Dazai finishes his slow suck of Fyodor's thumb, holding Fyodor's wrist as he does... and, if Fyodor allows, moving it over to Chuuya afterwards, using the moist but now blood-free thumb to offer some gentle corrections to the outline of the blood now on Chuuya's lips.
And maybe to smudge it a bit at the ends, on second thought, because that honestly works even better.]
You look so good in lipstick, Chuuya.
[Under other circumstances, he might be joking, but now, the only "joke" is in his choice of words. Chuuya really does look good.]
[ softness blooms, frail and pallid between them the moment dazai parts his mouth willingly; the split second it is visible, a shroud and then fyodor is neatly tucking it away, not crushed or tossed but simply kept away from the moment. dazai is not like others, a leeway that allows fyodor to become deceptively docile under his fingers. not complacent, no but allowing for flexibility— a space for dazai to push the ever-erased boundaries between them. what is blood and spit, bile and semen between them when their souls are the true issue? they're going to need a moment later to sit down and parse this event— dissecting it to fully understand the repercussions.
violence surges in place of that fleeting softness when he feels chuuya's warm mouth on his throat, tongue on papery skin, blood welling under the pressure. a quiet hum of acknowledgement that on any other would be a hiss, and dostoevsky looks at chuuya, always always always keeping his attention on what he is. the human shell is pretty, the red smeared by dazai's careful direction of his hand— a joint collaboration to drag this godling into this.
but also not because fyodor understands twin dark and its practicality, its lethality and how it wrecked destruction on him and his plans. the emotional ties are clear in their complexity, a structure that he can logically accept but not feel. everything inside him is muted in comparison to the utter passion normal people seem to exhibit. even sigma, in all his perfection, seems to succumb to that.
another hum, in agreement with dazai's assessment this time. fyodor uses his free hand, untangling it from dazai's coat to wrap fingers on chuuya's belt and pull him closer. meanwhile, his mouth sets lightly on the corner of dazai's, mocking in its affection, a reminder of the dangerous thing both dazai and chuuya have allowed to curl at the foot of their respective beds. ]
[The compliment gives him a sharp spike of embarrassment, but none of the anger that would usually follow. Because he knows it's a compliment, and he knows he looks good, so even though it's half mocking, that half will slide right off. Besides, they're inviting him in. He hadn't been sure if they would.
He lets them decorate his lips as they want, and then catches the rat's thumb between his teeth, grinning around it, a challenge and a threat. And then he lets Dostoevsky pull him closer.
He steps in between them, close enough to feel the warmth of their bodies. It's annoying to be reminded of how much shorter he is - it's even more annoying because he wants to lean up to kiss Dazai, too, but if Dazai doesn't lean down for him, he'd have to yank him down. And the rat isn't much shorter, so that's not an option either.
His teeth bite a little harder into that thumb for just a second, and then release it.]
Should he be the only one not bleeding?
[The question is directed at Dostoevsky, as he turns towards Dazai, half in between them now. He reaches up to wrap one hand around Dazai's throat, in a mock chokehold that could easily become real.]
it's not smart to collapse on the ground when any pillows there were just eaten
[Reminders of how dangerous Fyodor is are rarely necessary, but somehow that makes them more welcome rather than less so, feeling like a parody because of, not in spite of, the inherent truth of the matter. How different, then, is Chuuya showing his teeth - not because the danger he poses is any less real, but because the nature of his danger and his chosen method of showing it are equally fitting, yet a completely different style. If Chuuya is a photograph showing a brutal reality in gruesome detail, Fyodor show the same as a painting full of symbolism, just barely hinting at the horrors that are about to play out, already inevitably set into motion. And yet, here and now, both styles work equally well.
How lovely to see them together like this... For all his foresight, Dazai wouldn't have expected the situation to be so satisfying - yet here they are. Almost, he wonders if this is anything like what Mori saw in him and Chuuya all those years ago. ... Maybe, considering the nature of this encounter, it's better not to think too hard on that. It's not as if Dazai is planning any team-ups here, anyway (and he doesn't trust either of these men to behave as he wants without additional motivation) - but for here and now, for tonight, he's starting to get high hopes.
Until Chuuya acts up again, of course. Oh well - that, too, is part of his art.]
You got a head start on me already, Chuuya.
[Bleeding or not, clearly that means Dazai's turn to be punished is already over? That only makes sense! Or not, but of course Dazai will try to get out of worse at least this much. He doesn't resist Chuuya's hand on his throat, though.]
[ part of him yearns for the privacy of one-on-one; in this frail equilibrium for the other two to turn on him is always a possibility of varying degrees. rather than turning him off completely, dostoevsky finds the challenge entertaining even if its nature is an unusual one, requiring physical intimacy rather than the edges of blades and barrels of guns. but there is something fyodor knows, and he suspects dazai must be aware of it too— he is playing half-heartedly, after all in this scenario chuuya would back up dazai if anything gets out of hand; in turn he is also almost certain dazai would protect chuuya if the roles were reversed. interesting enough, fyodor himself finds disappointment in this— as if he is falling short somewhere along the mark required to give in and give in entirely.
and having been subject to chuuya's knee to his stomach a few minutes ago, he's certain the angry red is blooming purple and tomorrow will look an angry bright purple mixed with green. fyodor hates being marked physically without some semblance of consent - being hit is not a thing that brings him pleasure, even if it had been part of something else and not a threat to his life.
chuuya's teeth on his thumb make his eyes flutter because yes, that does feel good. he takes the opportunity to swoop in closer towards chuuya, the same sort of kiss planted on the corner of his mouth that he had just bestowed upon dazai moments before. less affectionate, no underlying messages in the gesture. ]
How should we make our dearest darling Dazai bleed? [ then, taking advantage of the hand that has been on his wrist, fyodor switches. one hand remains loosely hooked on the edge of chuuya's pants, and the saliva-coated one grasps dazai's instead and brings his palm up to fyodor's mouth.
an open mouth kiss. the press of teeth. they'd spoken of this once, the biting, the feeding, the tearing of flesh— back then the acceptance of dazai to said game had felt like a ploy for distraction, an attempt to buy time and fyodor had felt despondent for a brief minute. he is a creature of war and violence, tenderness tends to be lost on him.
chuuya's hand on dazai's neck makes him shiver in anticipation, the promise of the grip tightening and the face dazai would make... ]
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not that fyo is about to admit to a)wanting company b)wanting a roll in the sheets with dazai.
and great, now dazai is free. there goes any potential fun for the evening. he makes a note to continue chipping away at chuuya's ...chuuya-ness to make him, if not trust, at least lower his guard a little. fyo is patient. none of this changes anything, he's still going to kill them all when he can. though it better be sooner rather than later, before he becomes too complacent in his indulgences with dazai; before the pings in his phone for individuals who are not his rats become habit; before nikolai manages to kill him for real. ]
Ah, well. It seems like I've ruined your evening. [ to chuuya; then to dazai— a slight tilt of the head, a warning. ]
i really need to color more
Dostoevsky could do so much more damage. He could be here to hurt either of them (he doubts it), or he could just be here to fuck with them. He could reveal too much. The last thing Chuuya wants is for Dazai to find out that Chuuya has had sex with this rat.
But more importantly: Chuuya was in a bad mood already, and he doesn't want him here. This was between him and Dazai. Not that he says that, or anything yet. What he does do is move.
The tatami under him rips as he jumps, caught in his gravity. He lands next to Dazai and spins, before grabbing Dazai by the arm and shoulder, careful not to touch skin. Dazai is safe from being affected by his Ability, true, but he can't cancel momentum, and that's what Chuuya is using to fling him forwards towards Dostoevsky. His plan is to use Dazai to shove the damn rat up against the wall, grab Dazai's hand, and slap it against Dostoevsky's neck, the whole thing happening at impossible speed.
He doesn't trust that Ability of his. But he trusts Dazai's. He's also going to put himself in between them again in case the rat has any other tricks to try, even if holding Dazai's hand in place means Tainted can no longer protect him.
And then he's going to press a knife up under his jaw.]
You did ruin my evening.
[He feels better now, though. He's wanted to hurt this rat for a while.]
One of you give me a good reason why I shouldn't kill you both.
[They all know he wouldn't kill Dazai.]
listen we all know Chuuya's world is black and white
Until Chuuya creates Osamu Airlines, and that was not what Dazai had in mind.
Maybe he estimated Chuuya's hatred of Fyodor too high; definitely hanging upside down all that time still had his responses slower than they ought to be. Regardless, there really isn't a lot one can do against Chuuya's sheer strength unless you're aware it's coming... and even then your odds are only about 50-50.
And so Dazai finds himself flying at Fyodor, crash landing before being yoinked up by his arm as Chuuya awkwardly stands between them. Touching Fyodor is the one thing Dazai doesn't especially mind, though.]
Let it go, Chuuya. [He makes a mental note to himself to put Chuuya's face on Elsa for some especially trashy videos.] Dos-kun here doesn't have as much patience as I do.
[Ha....haha....... but, listen, he puts up with a lot from Chuuya, and that totally counts as patience, even if he does more to Chuuya in return.
Meanwhile he is definitely not letting go of Fyodor until this situation is resolved. No offense, Fyo, but you can't kill Dazai's toys. Not without his say-so.]
time for everyone to fly osamu airlines (LMK IF THIS IS OK.....)
fyodor meets dazai's eyes, rictus grin widening grotesquely. well, dazai did warn chuuya. crime and punishment is sleeping beneath no longer human— humming through arteries and veins, to the beat of fyodor's heartbeat. an even pace despite the promise of pain, which fyodor can withstand but does not care to unless it is necessary. he tolerated ace breaking that bottle over his head only because he'd get to kill him later. in this instance the rules are different, not only is chuuya significantly more powerful and important on the board, but—
dazai is entwined with this godling. it is plain to see, how their relationship unfolds in front of his mind. the interactions here filling in whatever doubts and blanks he'd had before. fyodor doesn't know everything; the different shades that colour human interactions are present but not always taken into account. a mistake, dazai had said, not to take into account the spark that drove humans. hadn't nikolai said something along the same lines too? yes, fyodor vaguely remembers.
there is a scalpel up the sleeve of his right hand, without tainted he could sacrifice his throat to deliver an equally fatal blow. he weights that option, eyes turning back to chuuya. but but—
dazai had said he would show him what made humanity — what dazai sees in them. and fyodor had agreed to it. it had not been a binding contract but he feels compelled to honour the agreement. what a strange sentiment to have for someone who discards people at breakneck speed. the conflict is present, deep beneath the amethyst shade of his eyes, hard. ]
I believe, Dazai [ spoken slowly as he feels the cut of the knife on his neck, caused in part by leaning into it forward to push his face closer to chuuya. the words also carefully chosen for dazai's benefit: i won't kill him for this. i won't even maim him permanently for it. ] our agreement allows for self-defence. [ and then ignoring how the knife digs in, dostoevsky bites chuuya hard in the juncture between neck and collar, where the shirt exposes pale skin. hard enough to draw blood, not deep enough to tear the skin.
this is what you get for making him bleed without permission. ]
does that make chuuya the in-flight snack??
[Chuuya yelps as Dostoevsky suddenly bites, body jerking like he'd meant to jump back, but he's standing too close, and Dazai is effectively boxing him in. Chuuya had put himself in this position.
His knee comes up, hitting the rat right in the stomach, hard.
Then he lets go of Dazai's hand to grab the rat by the hair, yanking his head back. He keeps his grip tight.]
Wrong answer.
[He can feel blood trickling downwards, under his shirt, but he ignores it, ignores the throbbing pain from the bite. It doesn't even register on the scale of pain he's already survived. His eyes are hard now, anger only building; at this situation, at the two of them, at whatever the hell that agreement is, and at the way they're not taking him seriously enough.
And at the fact that Dazai is protecting a rat, though he has noticed that Dazai is protecting him, too.
But he's no longer holding onto Dazai, which means he can use Tainted again, if Dostoevsky wants to try to hurt him some more. He grins, cold, and drags the knife downwards, leaving behind a shallow cut. Then he turns to look at Dazai instead, since Dostoevsky apparently doesn't see the need to save himself.]
You have thirty seconds to tell me why I should let him live.
too small, not very tasty, likely to give you indigestion... yeah, sure sounds like him!
But it's already escalated, and it keeps escalating further, and as easy as it would be to force a truce, if not accomplish actual peace, when both Fyodor and Chuuya are basically putting him on the spot, Dazai loses all interest in doing so. Does he really want them to kill each other? No. But he's already had a shitty time, and the last thing he wants is to put actual effort into stopping not just one, but two murder machines.]
... Don't wanna.
[And with that, he stops touching Chuuya and Fyodor both, and turns his back to walk away, stretching a particularly painful arm that got the rough end of his crash landing on a rat. He turns the movement into a half-assed wave on his supposed way out.]
If you want to, go ahead~
[Maybe it's a clever ploy to give them a common enemy, instead of killing each other.
Maybe he's just super lazy, and also wouldn't mind the attention.
Maybe all of the above! Picking only one option is for losers, anyway.]
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the blow to his stomach will bruise; aches, now despite the way he stares dully at chuuya, hair fisted. ah, fyo thinks abstractly, that if he were to die here it would be pretty interesting. would chuuya snap his neck? or slam him on the floor until all his bones broke? not wanting or wanting to die has nothing to do with this train of morbid thoughts. his mind always does this, unfolding before his eyes a variety of futures, all possible and unlikely in their individual ways.
dostoevsky's bloodied mouth smiles up at chuuya, tendons in his neck protesting at the angle he's being held. the dullness recedes like the tide, replaced quickly by invitation. if dazai is done playing here, fyodor is happy to fill in -not upside down, no, but there are many ways to skin a cat. or a shear a sheep, as the case may be.
his hands are free, up close like this he slides a palm along the edge of chuuya's pants, stopping very deliberately in the middle, thumb playing with the zipper before dostoevsky stills again.
and really, he's not willing to give dazai any crumbs after he'd just so very rudely left him to die at chuuya's hands. ]
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He doesn't make another move, not yet. He pulls his knife back a fraction, and waits to see what might happen, ready to react, to counterattack, to crush him with Tainted if he decides to kill Chuuya now.
He wasn't prepared for that.
Now, Chuuya actually freezes, eyes going wide with surprise and clear horror as he feels that hand on his crotch. Dazai can't see this. Dazai can't find out. And the worst part is, he kind of wants it.
Chuuya jumps back fast, making sure to keep his back to Dazai. He's blushing.]
Dazai, if you're leaving, take your damn rat with you.
[This is bad in a completely different way now.]
I won't kill your pet this time.
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Still, while he may slow down almost imperceptibly, he takes another step, and another, because he shouldn't feel anything, surely? So why would he bother to? His old conclusion that anything worth having is lost to him the moment he obtains it can clearly only affect him if he acknowledges said "anything" as worth having in the first place.
He does, however, come to a stop when Chuuya calls out to him.]
I know you won't, Chuuya. You're not into suicide, after all.
[Let that one sink in for a moment, why don't you? Or don't, and realize what he meant a little later.
Siiiiiiiiiigh okaaaay Dazai is doing this, he guesses. How dare you both make him do a thing, to be honest?! He turns around, looking at Fyodor, his voice and expression both extremely bored.]
Fyo-chan, could you not enrage the Chuuhuahua? I know he's tempting to poke at, but I promise you his bite is worse than yours.
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but he tolerates this, as much as he tolerates being manhandled despite absolutely disliking it. fyo is patient, he will bide his time with both men in this room, for different reasons.
now that chuuya has released him, fyo runs a hand through his hair smoothing the strands from said grip. where he stands, between chuuya and dazai and out of touch from both of them is a better strategic position. back still pressed against the wall, he is rather still because while chuuya can hit much harder that knee before still hurt. ]
I've never bitten you before, Dazai. [ deliberately he uses his thumb to wipe his mouth clean of chuuya's blood. it's fine, it was just a nibble. no real damage done.
but he will take invitations where he sees them, even if they are not. ]
We are all already here, let's compare.
[ a few steps taken towards dazai before he presses his mouth to dazai's neck, if allowed. look, this man does not care, it's not like it's a secret that a lot of the pliancy fyodor demonstrates stems directly from his relationship with dazai. pushing their boundaries means he's not out there pushing for the end of the world, or whatever. ]
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And he's still worried about the rat's Ability, so at first he just thinks that Dazai is suggesting they'd both die, if Chuuya tried anything, because his Ability would work as a backlash. It's not until the Chuuhuahua comment that it sinks in.]
I'm not your damn pet.
[Anger is immediately bursting through the surface. It's not the same kind of anger from earlier, though, this one is more defensive, embarrassed.]
I should hang you back up.
[Even if Dazai did also compliment him, technically. He rubs at the back of his neck, winces when he accidentally rubs at the bitemark, and then just stares at Dostoevsky walks over to Dazai. He's not sure if he should be jealous. No, that's insane, he's not jealous, he really doesn't give a shit.
It's definitely too much all at once.]
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[Don't throw around your lack of biting Dazai as a complaint, when it was your own choice to refrain! Maybe Dazai shouldn't have corrected Fyodor like that when refusing a bite from Fyodor might have made him look better in front of Chuuya... but he does so anyway, because who honestly needs to try impressing Chuuya when Chuuya is so easy to impress? Honestly, only angering him is easier.
Q.E.D.
In spite of saying what he just did, Dazai might still refuse Fyodor if he had a good reason to... but he doesn't really, so why would he? It's just a bite, and rats do seem like the type to eat absolutely anything, so there's no shame in being on the same menu as Chuuya. Dazai does have all those bandages, however! Fyodor will have to bite high.
Dazai probably won't react much, unless Fyodor really goes for the kill. Or unless things take too long and Dazai decides it would be amusing to act seriously hurt just to freak out Chuuya - but considering Chuuya is already homicidal, he'll probably have to refrain for now.]
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the tip of his tongue along the curve of dazai's jawline, slowly moving downward and ending where the bandages start. open mouth and deliberate, his teeth close down on the bandage and he pulls lightly before letting it go. up, up, his tongue trails, beneath the jawline and he nips.
chuuya and dazai, however are two different beasts who hide their soft underbellies in distinct manners. dazai's is harder to find, even harder to pierce but chuuya's is difficult to touch if only because his ability is overwhelmingly powerful and unpredictable. ]
Ah, I wonder which one of you will try to kill me first. [ because it would be one of them, at the end of all things, who would try to deal the final blow before fyodor completed his plans.
perhaps gogol, but the clown has been silent lately. most likely occupied with terrorising sigma and the world in his pursuit of free will. ] Just don't hang me upside, godling. Be quick about it when you decide to do it.
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He's never allowed himself to feel jealous, and he's not about to start now. Not when he knows what his responsibilities are, and these two are both his enemies. He keeps towels on a bench near the door, to wipe sweat when he's working out in here, and he walks over there now, cleans rat blood off his blade to protect it.]
Don't worry, you don't deserve that effort. Besides, I can just wait for the two of you kill each other.
[He's going to push past them like he's about to leave the room, though at the last second he's going to flip his knife around so that the handle is turned towards the two of them, like an offer. Go ahead, take it. Stab each other.
They only have a few seconds to grab it, and it's first come first serve. Otherwise, he's going to bring his knife and go find himself a bottle of wine.]
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[It's probably not right, to be honest: if nothing else, the relationship (such as it is) between Dazai and Fyodor is more complicated than the usual patterns that humanity tends to expect. But is it truly wrong, when the average relationship is at least as fake, and Dazai does have a certain level of fondness for the rat? Not in a healthy way, no, but there's a mutual attraction that is not just physical. Most people would call that love! (And Dazai would laugh in their faces - but a fondness, there is.)
And yet when it comes to talk of killing, Dazai just smirks darkly, if a bit mockingly. Chuuya may be technically capable of killing Fyodor, but then Fyodor has to let him, and Dazai has to let him - and Chuuya has to want to, too. Some of those necessary conditions are merely unlikely, but others are outright impossible.
It will be Dazai. Whether they'll go together or not, Dazai insists it will be him. This doesn't quite add to the experience of Fyodor biting him, but it doesn't detract from it, either.
Chuuya's knife is halfway expected, and Dazai is at a better angle, so he grabs it, flips it between his fingers, and sends it flying at the door. It's not nearly as effective as a lock, of course, but hopefully Chuuya will get the message that he's not supposed to leave.
Still, just in case he doesn't:]
Can't you imagine what we'll do your place if you leave now, Chuuya?
[Not that Chuuya hadn't stopped himself from leaving for the moment, anyway, but his (would-be) intention had been clear.]
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chuuya's observation that he need only wait until the two killed one another is not a bad strategy. and yet, the appreciation of knowing that dazai is not going to let anyone else kill him is the kindest thing he's been offered in a long, long time. a wish never made granted.
a shift in attention as the knife embeds itself on the door and dostoevsky fucking laughs. ] Yes, it would be unwise to leave now, godling.
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He honestly had been planning to leave, but that knife cuts him off, cuts off the idea, makes his legs freeze in place like the sharp blade was a direct order as much as a threat. It makes his pulse jump immediately, eyes going wide, too obvious. It's a good thing he'd turned away when it happens. There's also no way he would have needed either of them to say anything to know what it means.
He turns back towards them with a glare, trying to cover up his own reaction.
(He leaves the knife in the door. In his mind, it's theirs now.)]
Then stop being so damn annoying to put up with.
[It's weak, especially when he's clearly not going anywhere. He takes a step towards them again, head tilted back so he can look up at them both, waiting to see what they'll do.]
Actually seeing the two of you together is even worse than expected.
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There's more Dazai should do, probably, but he's kind of comfortable like this, not kissing Fyodor but enjoying the possibility of it, his hands sliding ever so gently over Fyodor's overly thin sides, his hips... Yes, Dazai is absolutely trying to see if Fyodor has something on him that he doesn't want in this game - but touching like this is expected anyway, right?
But what to do about Chuuya, when Fyodor is the bigger risk, and the more pleasant company to boot? Chuuya is lovely to play with, and Dazai wants to involve him, but with Chuuya always determined to be so rude (which is definitely, 100% something an asshole like Dazai can comment on), the desire to put any effort into him stays pretty low.]
Then how about you close your eyes?
[Since they're so terrible to witness, and everything!
Having looked at Chuuya with a confident tilt of his head, Dazai turns his attention back to Fyodor, giving him a look that's as much a suggestion as a question. Whatever shall they do about the Chuuhuahua? Blindfolding Chuuya would be extremely justified, after that comment of his, but it might also make it a little too easy. Besides, Dazai had been playing with Chuuya for years now; while it's clear that Fyodor has, as well (and that's a little annoying, but less so now that they're all together), Dazai can only assume that his experience is more limited. Maybe Fyodor has a wish list regarding what to do with Chuuya?
Yes, rat, you can use Dazai's toys - for now, and now that you have his permission. But do try not to break them.]
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as dazai's hands skim along his sides, fyodor's body follows in delicate, slow movements to facilitate the search. a snake undulating under the sway of its charmer, performing for the crowd— no concealed weapons beyond the customary scalpel he keeps up his sleeve. lethal only in its ability to surprise, in this present company and circumstance it would not cause death. his fingers curl around the lapel of dazai's beige overcoat, and one hand moves to run his thumb along the cut made by chuuya's knife in his earlier wall stunt. dull red and plentiful— staining the collar of his shirt and giving no signs of stopping just yet. ]
No, [ fyodor turns to chuuya ] I think he should watch, he shouldn't be allowed to look away. [ playing nicely is fine by dostoevsky, chuuya is a long term project and showing some deference to dazai's request is utterly sincere. dazai and him have their arrangements, their agreements and not-promises-promises promised.
what he is curious is to see dazai and chuuya, to try and dissect the dynamics in their entirety, then feast on that. whether it is chuuya's expressions while observing them or fyodor with the infuriating smile staring at the other two it doesn't matter. each action yields knowledge.
his blood-stained thumb is brought up to his mouth, fyodor curling his tongue around the familiar taste; he keeps his gaze trained on chuuya as if to say look what you did. then, without preamble, he offers the same digit now spit and blood stained against dazai's lips. ]
i have been destroyed
He's glancing between the two of them as they speak, still looking angry, but he --
He hesitates. His arm twitches like he wants to reach forward, and then he stops himself. They both know from experience that when Chuuya wants to do something, he rarely holds himself back unless he has good reason to. He can be obedient - can be made to be obedient - but they haven't actually given him reason to be yet. Any other time, he'd be grabbing one of them.
There's two of them now. He's actually not sure if he should do it.]
Why should I?
[To either option. Pick one, and try to convince him.
And then he moves anyway. He's annoyed at himself for his own hesitation, so even though it might be a bad idea, he's going to step up close, get up on tiptoe, and lean in. He's going to lick right across that cut he left on the rat, tasting blood, smearing his lips red.
(But he'll be easy to push off for once, if they try.)]
just the way you like it
Like, Chuuya-low, apparently. He's still not going to try convincing Chuuya with words, though, because he knows there are easier ways: he may as well save his breath.
But first, he parts his lips to invite Fyodor's thumb into his mouth, bodily fluids be damned, and wrap his tongue around it before closing his lips again and gently sucking. What honestly even counts as "gross" between them anymore? They're both way beyond such simple concepts.
Fyodor is free to do what he wants, but Dazai sees no reason to push Chuuya away: they're here to do this together, after all. Instead, Dazai finishes his slow suck of Fyodor's thumb, holding Fyodor's wrist as he does... and, if Fyodor allows, moving it over to Chuuya afterwards, using the moist but now blood-free thumb to offer some gentle corrections to the outline of the blood now on Chuuya's lips.
And maybe to smudge it a bit at the ends, on second thought, because that honestly works even better.]
You look so good in lipstick, Chuuya.
[Under other circumstances, he might be joking, but now, the only "joke" is in his choice of words. Chuuya really does look good.]
excuse me while i eat an entire pillow
violence surges in place of that fleeting softness when he feels chuuya's warm mouth on his throat, tongue on papery skin, blood welling under the pressure. a quiet hum of acknowledgement that on any other would be a hiss, and dostoevsky looks at chuuya, always always always keeping his attention on what he is. the human shell is pretty, the red smeared by dazai's careful direction of his hand— a joint collaboration to drag this godling into this.
but also not because fyodor understands twin dark and its practicality, its lethality and how it wrecked destruction on him and his plans. the emotional ties are clear in their complexity, a structure that he can logically accept but not feel. everything inside him is muted in comparison to the utter passion normal people seem to exhibit. even sigma, in all his perfection, seems to succumb to that.
another hum, in agreement with dazai's assessment this time. fyodor uses his free hand, untangling it from dazai's coat to wrap fingers on chuuya's belt and pull him closer. meanwhile, his mouth sets lightly on the corner of dazai's, mocking in its affection, a reminder of the dangerous thing both dazai and chuuya have allowed to curl at the foot of their respective beds. ]
excuse me while i cOLLAPSE ON THE GROUND
He lets them decorate his lips as they want, and then catches the rat's thumb between his teeth, grinning around it, a challenge and a threat. And then he lets Dostoevsky pull him closer.
He steps in between them, close enough to feel the warmth of their bodies. It's annoying to be reminded of how much shorter he is - it's even more annoying because he wants to lean up to kiss Dazai, too, but if Dazai doesn't lean down for him, he'd have to yank him down. And the rat isn't much shorter, so that's not an option either.
His teeth bite a little harder into that thumb for just a second, and then release it.]
Should he be the only one not bleeding?
[The question is directed at Dostoevsky, as he turns towards Dazai, half in between them now. He reaches up to wrap one hand around Dazai's throat, in a mock chokehold that could easily become real.]
it's not smart to collapse on the ground when any pillows there were just eaten
How lovely to see them together like this... For all his foresight, Dazai wouldn't have expected the situation to be so satisfying - yet here they are. Almost, he wonders if this is anything like what Mori saw in him and Chuuya all those years ago.
... Maybe, considering the nature of this encounter, it's better not to think too hard on that. It's not as if Dazai is planning any team-ups here, anyway (and he doesn't trust either of these men to behave as he wants without additional motivation) - but for here and now, for tonight, he's starting to get high hopes.
Until Chuuya acts up again, of course. Oh well - that, too, is part of his art.]
You got a head start on me already, Chuuya.
[Bleeding or not, clearly that means Dazai's turn to be punished is already over? That only makes sense! Or not, but of course Dazai will try to get out of worse at least this much. He doesn't resist Chuuya's hand on his throat, though.]
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and having been subject to chuuya's knee to his stomach a few minutes ago, he's certain the angry red is blooming purple and tomorrow will look an angry bright purple mixed with green. fyodor hates being marked physically without some semblance of consent - being hit is not a thing that brings him pleasure, even if it had been part of something else and not a threat to his life.
chuuya's teeth on his thumb make his eyes flutter because yes, that does feel good. he takes the opportunity to swoop in closer towards chuuya, the same sort of kiss planted on the corner of his mouth that he had just bestowed upon dazai moments before. less affectionate, no underlying messages in the gesture. ]
How should we make our dearest darling Dazai bleed? [ then, taking advantage of the hand that has been on his wrist, fyodor switches. one hand remains loosely hooked on the edge of chuuya's pants, and the saliva-coated one grasps dazai's instead and brings his palm up to fyodor's mouth.
an open mouth kiss. the press of teeth. they'd spoken of this once, the biting, the feeding, the tearing of flesh— back then the acceptance of dazai to said game had felt like a ploy for distraction, an attempt to buy time and fyodor had felt despondent for a brief minute. he is a creature of war and violence, tenderness tends to be lost on him.
chuuya's hand on dazai's neck makes him shiver in anticipation, the promise of the grip tightening and the face dazai would make... ]
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phone tag apologies in advance!
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feel free to assume Dazai is coming whenever is convenient tbh
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cw for sacrilege tbh... i don't even really mean it but i hardcore had to do it
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