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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-11-19 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not a bad idea!

[Especially when it comes to the housekeeping service. But then, Dazai can probably just keep this place on until it gets to be too much of a mess, then move on elsewhere. That seems far more sensical.

Dazai should know better than to think he's ever on top of Chuuya and his mess-making abilities - in anything other than the literal sense, that is - but he's still not expecting quite so dramatic a fall when he thought he finally got Chuuya to calm down. Admittedly, Chuuya almost certainly got the worse end of the deal, since Dazai got off generally unharmed as he tried to catch Chuuya in his arms. He's still going to rub his shoulder like the manchild he is, though.]


Ow-ow-ow... Is this how you usually treat a generous host?!

[A "generous host" who has offered literally nothing so far, but whatever.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-11-20 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Most of the time, Dazai would be happier to not have Chuuya care too much. But when Chuuya is drunk, it's easy to blame all too-serious feelings on that - at least for like 99% - and that makes it a little easier for Dazai to just enjoy how Chuuya cares at all, without worrying about what that all means for the two of them in the long run. And yes, it's definitely silly that he thinks about that at all after everything, but old habits die hard. And if it means he's going to wallow in Chuuya's affection for a little bit, is that really so bad?]

How about you check to make sure? [Not that Chuuya needs telling, apparently.] Not all injuries are immediately obvious, after all.

[Which is a bullshit excuse in this situation, but not untrue, which is why Dazai keeps an eye on Chuuya's jaw just in case. He's not touching it just yet, though; he doesn't want to annoy Chuuya and derail his Dazai-discovery efforts.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-11-21 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai isn't entirely confident that Chuuya didn't hurt himself, but at least there was no loud CRACK or anything, and the dog is still yapping. It's probably fine.]

Mhm.

[He says that, but he doesn't even bother pretending to be injured anymore, having given up the act already. He probably shouldn't quit like that, even if he is ahead, but it's more fun to see what Chuuya will do without manipulation at the moment. Manipulating a drunken Chuuya is overly easy, anyway.]

How are you going to make it up to me?
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-11-23 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
That is a good start.

[These things are always pleasant, after all, and it will keep Chuuya distracted from causing further mayhem, with the pleasant side effect of keeping his mouth occupied. Well... Dazai thinks that, but Chuuya's yapping isn't even that unpleasant at the moment. Ah, the many benefits of alcohol! It's just a shame that it comes with so many risks, too.

Dazai does, then, belatedly run two fingers along Chuuya's jaw, making sure no serious damage was done under the guise of focusing his attention on Chuuya's mouth. Not that Dazai doesn't still do the latter as well. He can multitask!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-11-25 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Life is cheap, and yet people seem to appreciate it. A blowjob is really not that bad, in the grand scheme of things - nor, for that matter, is Chuuya messing with his fingers a bit.]

More interesting for whom? [Calling out your overly masochistic bullshit now, L O L.] For me? Or for you.

[It's not a no, mind you. But Dazai is still going to point out that he knows damn well what Chuuya is aiming for, even if it's not deliberate.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-11-28 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's a pretty symbiotic sexual relationship that way. Dazai is definitely not complaining.]

It can be both.

[No harm in admitting that much. Dazai doubts that Chuuya will remember too many details about tonight, regardless of what Dazai says and does - but even if he does, that's fine. It's just another day of wrangling a naughty yet overly affectionate dog.

... Well... Dazai really does enjoy Chuuya being a bit more honest about his many masochistic desires - and being affectionate with Dazai of all people is a level of masochism all its own! - so tonight hasn't been a waste, regardless.]


Go on, then.

[Chuuya can just start, and Dazai will decide if and how he makes it "more interesting" as they go along.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-04 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't think you were into being spoiled.

[Because clearly that is what it would mean, for them to do this more often. Chuuya is so needy, and Dazai is just letting him do all these things, altruistically.
... Well, all joking aside, perhaps there is a core of truth in that, for one reason alone: Dazai wouldn't enjoy this with anyone else. So clearly this is only halfway for Dazai's own benefit!

It really is kind of nice, though. He pets Chuuya's hair a little, letting Chuuya decide the pace. (Apart from anything else: Dazai doesn't feel like getting his dick vomited on!)]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-06 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[... Well, that makes Dazai feel a thing. He's not sure he likes that - he usually doesn't - but when Chuuya is drunk and overly honest, it doesn't quite feel right to resent him for causing feelings, either. Even Dazai knows that they're technically his own fault.

He finds he doesn't really mind, regardless. It's just a bit weird to be confronted with these things, even now, after all this time. But it's fine. It's actually kind of nice.

Dazai's body slowly but surely starts responding to Chuuya's attentions, and he lets it, his breaths deepening a little to accommodate the increased blood flow. He's otherwise silent, though: he's never seen the point in being loud. Besides, he needs his voice for other things! Like commenting on how Chuuya is opening his own pants.]


Already?

[He's not forbidding it - at least: not yet. He doubts that Chuuya will be able to hold himself back for long if and when he starts touching himself, though.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-10 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai was definitely thinking ahead when it comes to Chuuya touching himself, if only because he's fairly convinced that the alcohol will swings things ever further away from any semblance of self-control - and frankly, Dazai doesn't even really mind it. He does demand to get his own climax first, of course, but apart from that, Chuuya touching himself would mean that he's basically doing Dazai's job for him.

Well... Chuuya is doing a pretty good job. And since he's drunk and unlikely to remember much in terms of details - at least not, Dazai hopes, with enough certainty to get annoying about it later - Dazai decides he can spoil Chuuya a little. If nothing else, it will help Dazai deal with his own ever-building pleasure somewhat. He can't make this too easy for Chuuya, can he?

Their respective positions don't lend well to dicking around (as it were), but Dazai can juuuust touch Chuuya if he really stretches out his arm, and the lightest of touches to Chuuya's erection is enough, anyway: that's exactly what Dazai wants to give him. There's no need to spoil Chuuya too much!]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-15 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Chuuya really is very good at this. It's quite an inconvenience, actually! Now Dazai has to decide how much he wants to drag this out, which normally might have been indefinitely, but he does want to come, himself. It's more convenient if Chuuya comes first, because then Dazai gets to complain about it, but if that's what Dazai wants, he'll have to put in some effort first, and he's rather enjoying coasting along like this. What to do, what to do~? Truly, one of life's greatest dicklemmas.

Dazai puts his free hand on Chuuya's head, petting his hair and gently encouraging his movements, but never controlling them. Well.... unlike Chuuya, Dazai can't and won't keep it up forever, and so he decides to bite the metaphorical bullet and touch Chuuya in earnest. It's still light at first, but the more effort Chuuya keeps putting in, the more Dazai will match that effort in his own way, from touching to rubbing to full-on stroking.

Okay, maybe he doesn't actually care which of them comes first. But admitting that makes the whole encounter feel kind of pointless, and so he insists on turning it into a not-at-all-serious game.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-17 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai could decide that Chuuya is not allowed to finish the job, but that would currently be worse for Dazai than it would be for Chuuya, and Dazai is still enjoying this, even though he is absolutely keeping the knowledge that Chuuya now owes him in the forefront of his mind. The physical aspects are one reason why Dazai wants the blowjob to continue, of course, but the way Chuuya - Chuuya of all people! - becomes a mindless little cum vacuum is extremely satisfying, too. It figures that one of the things that Dazai manages to feel something like happy about is the one thing that is, no matter how you look at it, only marginally if at all under his control. Chuuya is choosing this.

But Dazai supposes he can't complain. It's only a few more moments before he's coming - and then he does push Chuuya's head down onto himself, holding it there for a few seconds as he climaxes. It's not nearly as cruel as he could be, so clearly Chuuya should be grateful.

Letting go so Chuuya can recover, Dazai sits there, panting, and stares at his cum-stained hand.]


... Bad dog.

[He should probably say that a lot more sternly, but he doesn't quite have it in him.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-21 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Honestly, Dazai doesn't care at all that Chuuya came, or even that Chuuya came before him. It's an easy thing to hold over Chuuya's head, though. (Admittedly, given how short Chuuya is, most things go over his head!)]

Didn't tell you you could, either.

[Yup. You know the score, Chuuya. Still, Dazai isn't mad or anything. He'll just hold out his dirtied hand, fully expecting Chuuya to clean up his mess when he recovers a bit. Meanwhile, Dazai is just going to admire the sight of a somewhat-destroyed-and-seriously-messed-up chibi. Abstract art is the best, after all.]

Tut-tut... Whatever shall I do with you?

[Well, his only real goal was keeping a drunk Chuuya off the streets, and maybe exhausting him a little. In that respect, his work is already done.]
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[personal profile] diesuki 2023-12-22 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Usually" isn't "never". I need to keep you on your toes, after all.

[And not just by holding things out of reach! But nah, Dazai isn't really planning any punishment at the moment. Even his voice is more bored than gleeful at the idea. It's not a guarantee that he won't, but right now, he sees no reason to. They both got what they wanted, and he doubts that Chuuya will even remember much of this in the morning.

Somehow, Dazai feels rather relaxed about it all. His still-clean hand pets Chuuya's hair a little, the shadow of a smile on his lips. They're already on the futon, and Dazai really can't be bothered cleaning up more than Chuuya has already done. Everything can, indeed, wait until tomorrow.]


Let's sleep first.