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when you're helpless, waiting to collide

[Chuuya has lost all track of time while he's been there. The drugs they've injected him with has him slipping in and out of consciousness, and it's making it difficult to think, made worse by the fact that every inch of his body seems to hurt. He only vaguely remembers the fight. He's pretty sure his coffee had been drugged when he bought it, that or his croissant, and then when he'd felt so dizzy only his ability could keep him standing, he'd been attacked out of nowhere by two ability users. One of them had some sort of lightning based ability, he's not sure about the other.

He's pretty sure he has a concussion.

He's been trying to gauge his injuries, figure out if he'll be able to move, trying to figure out a way to break himself free. He's chained up, but he should be able to break those if the drugs wear off. The door to this room looks solid, but he can break it. If not for the drugs.

At some point, someone comes into the room and injects him with another dose, and he loses all consciousness again. When he wakes up, he starts the thought process over. Where is he, can he fight, how will he get out. He's not the type to ever just wait to be rescued.]

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[Either way I'll let you do it, indeed! Dazai lets out the tiniest breath of a laugh, but then they're kissing again, and that takes priority for the moment. Even the double-edged sword that is being touched between his bandages - something that absolutely shouldn't matter, but does - doesn't change his forever-fickle mood at all. When he decides on a brief break from kissing, however, he belatedly comments with absolute certainty:]

I know.

[As if there was really any doubt that Dazai could convince Chuuya to have sex. He could even take the shortcut and get Chuuya drunk! But that tends to come with a significant amount of property damage if Dazai doesn't do some damage control, and he isn't always into such hard work, you know?

Anyway... Here they are, for many, many reasons. So what if one of those happens to be that Dazai genuinely wants to touch Chuuya? So what if there is, perhaps, some genuine affection involved? There's practical reasons as well, and Dazai still hates the kind of person Chuuya is, just as he always has, so clearly it's fine. It all evens out... or something like that.]

... By "either way", you also mean with or without lubrication, surely?

[He's (mostly) not serious. He does intend to escalate this physical encounter, but torturing Chuuya isn't his current goal.

That said, Chuuya also likes being tortured, so big shrug.]

[Chuuya feels that laugh from him more than he hears it, feels it in the way it sends a matching shiver down his sound. It's not a mocking laugh, and there's always been something about the way that Dazai knows him that gets to him. He's definitely too exposed here. Too vulnerable. But that's okay.

And Chuuya won't focus too much attention on those patches of skin. That would just be too limiting, when he wants to touch Dazai everywhere. And he won't try to take off more bandages than he did earlier. His hands stroke down Dazai's back, fingers tracing the shape of his spine, before he lightly drags his nails out towards his sides, knowing he'll feel it through the fabric, more a tease than a scratch.

He rolls his eyes at the question.]

Lazy bastard. [His tone doesn't match the insult at all.] Do what you'll enjoy more.

[A dangerous thing to say to Dazai, maybe. But it's too late for that anyway. Chuuya is already squirming in Dazai's lap, trying not to moan too much at the way he's being touched, and failing. There's not a lot Dazai couldn't get away with, as long as he doesn't stop.]

You say that, but I sincerely doubt you'd manage the patience to find something to make yourself slick.

[Because yes, Dazai would send his dog to go fetch, of course! And yes, he does honestly prefer it (somewhat) to have Chuuya wet for him, but it's hardly a dealbreaker.

Then again, they have other options, don't they?]

... Why don't we lie down? [He moves to do just that, but if Chuuya should try to follow him down, Dazai will be quick to correct him:] No, no - the other way around.

[They can 69 to start. All in all, it's... surprisingly equal? But Dazai isn't not enjoying that at the moment.]

I would.

[He wouldn't want to. He doesn't want to move away again. But he'd do it, obviously, because he already offered to let Dazai choose, and he's not going back on a promise.

But his objection is half-hearted, quickly distracted by Dazai's new plan. He does start to move down with him, looking briefly confused when Dazai corrects him, and then just... surprised. That's definitely not something Dazai offers very often. He starts to lie down in the opposite direction, careful not to accidentally kick Dazai in the face, trying to figure out the best position, and then --

Quickly running into a problem.]

You'll have to be on top.

[If he sounds embarrassed, it's because he is. He's too short for this, Dazai! You know that! Dazai has to be on top so he can at least arch his back, because Chuuya can't stretch out his!]

[They both know that Chuuya may or may not be able to take off and fetch lube, but they both know he's definitely not going to, and so Dazai doesn't waste any more words on the topic. He's got his creative solution all ready to go, anyway.]

Will I?

[Whatever could you be talking about? It's like you're unable to be on top because you're super short?? Whoever would have thunk it!]

I thought you liked being on top, though!

[Well, that's up for debate, but Dazai is just being a dick anyway, so it all works out. Look, he's already being pretty generous by offering reciprocation, here! Don't expect any miracles.

Verbal protestations aside, he does move things around to make this easier... even though he kind of doesn't like it. The couch is big enough normally, but being on top is definitely more uncomfortable. What a cruel, cruel world. :( This is what he gets for being kind for once. :(((

They're already undressed and halfway undressed respectively, and that's more than enough for Dazai. Part of him wants Chuuya to make the first move, but he doesn't care enough to wait for it at all, nuzzling Chuuya's crotch before giving it a quick lick. He can get more serious about things later.]

Shut up.

[But he's too turned on to be really annoyed by the teasing. Dazai just always has to rub it in that he's taller. What's worse is that the humiliation always gets to him, makes him needier, and he's trying to prove that he can stay in control and let Dazai set the pace.

At least once they change position it's... mostly easier. Chuuya moans as he feels Dazai's tongue on him, can't help it, and fumbles a bit in getting Dazai's pants open because of it. He gets his cock out, and then nudges him to make him shift just a little bit closer again. You really are too tall, Dazai. But with his head tiltes back, holding Dazai's cock steady with one hand, Chuuya is finally able to get his tongue on it, eager to taste.

And maybe he likes this position because of how trapped it makes him feel, Dazai's weight pushing him down.]

I'll buy a bigger couch.

[Because why not? Dazai will appreciate it, and they fuck on the couch a lot. But that's the last thing he's going to say before making better use of his mouth.]

[Having already had his little win just before - many of them, in fact! - Dazai is content enough to listen to Chuuya's physical instructions, repositioning his knees and lining himself up a little better. It's in his own best interest to make this work too, after all - and he's kind of, sort of, almost looking forward to it. It's not their usual, after all, and even if it's not entirely new to them either, something about it feels fresh and novel. Maybe it's just because they're not as drunk as they have been before. Maybe it's the things they said, and didn't say. Somehow, it's just a bit different.]

Mhm.

[Yes, do buy a bigger couch. Actually, why is your entire apartment not one gigantic soft(ish) surface, Chuuya?? Seems like a waste! Fortunately Dazai is a generous soul, and he doesn't complain.

Chuuya starts getting this going properly, and Dazai doesn't even wait before reciprocating, fairly content with his position in spite of his previous complaining. He does take his time, but that's not with the specific goal of teasing Chuuya. This just feels like a bit of a journey of discovery somehow, no matter how often they've done things before, and so Dazai takes his time, alternating long licks and gentle strokes.

After all these years, perhaps he's still looking for something, still hoping to find something unexpected. Chuuya is the most predictable of all, so he really shouldn't be looking for it here, but... well, perhaps that will be the unexpected part.]

[Chuuya is always eager to do this, always turned on by the taste and feeling and the act itself, though with Dazai returning the favor it's a bit different. It's not that he'd want to rush it, either, but Dazai's tongue is a distraction, making it hard to focus on what he's doing. He moans, and grips onto Dazai's legs, and tries to ignore how good each lick feels for the sake of giving Dazai more pleasure.

He's bad at staying focused like this. But he's stubborn. He refuses to disappoint.

And maybe it's a good thing he doesn't know what's going on in Dazai's head. He'd definitely panic, because that lifelong hope isn't something Chuuya could ever live up to. That's not for him. But he's not thinking much himself, just focusing on what he's doing, and... No. No, that's not true. Of course he knows something's different this time. Of course it's on his mind.

But he trusts Dazai. He wants him too much to have any doubts about this moment now. He closes his eyes, and pulls Dazai's hips down, so his cock can slide deeper into Chuuya's mouth.]

[Dazai isn't always eager to do this, yet here they somehow are! Maybe it's not a good thing that Dazai suggested this; maybe he should have some concerns, himself. He doesn't, though. Best case scenario, Chuuya owes him one for this - and what does Dazai really have to lose?

A lot actually, probably. But he's making an informed decision to set all that aside, confident that he can do damage control if he needs to... and, for now at least, he's enjoying himself. Keeping pace with Chuuya, Dazai decides that Chuuya is hard enough to take him into his mouth properly.

He chuckles a bit around Chuuya's cock at Chuuya's apparent eagerness, pulling him in like that, because Dazai always has to be an asshole about everything, clearly. But it is brief, and then he continues his efforts more seriously.

While he could multitask, he's just going to let Chuuya control the movement of his hips for now, and focus on the other side of things, himself. He's not going fast, because he doesn't need to, and he doesn't care to either. He's focusing on intensity more than speed, slow sucks and a calculated amount of pressure from his tongue.]

[The problem with that chuckle is the vibrations. Chuuya groans, feeling it reverberate through him, more turned on by that laugh than he usually he is, and it's always obnoxiously sexy when Dazai chuckles like that during sex, humiliating but not really mocking. He wants to get back at him, he thinks. He gives himself a second to recover, and then hums around Dazai's cock, returning the favor.

It's a different sort of intimacy like this. Not the same as Chuuya on his knees for Dazai. He wonders what it means, if anything, but Dazai's mouth and tongue feels good so it's difficult to think straight, and doesn't seem worth the effort.

He keeps guiding Dazai, so Chuuya can take him deeper, let him push into his throat, before urging him back, allowing himself to breathe. There's a salty taste on his tongue that he loves, and he doesn't even mind when Dazai's balls hit his nose. He wants this and Dazai wants this and all that matters is that it feels good.]

[Chuuya really is far too good at this, but somehow, somewhat counter-intuitively, Dazai is fine with that. Dazai doesn't need to be good, or to put in much effort at all, to make this satisfying for Chuuya, and Dazai for one is grateful for that. If he strikes back in turn by loudly moaning around Chuuya's dick, well, Chuuya really has that coming (or will, as it happens).

It's a bit strange, how equal this is, and it definitely puts Dazai out of his comfort zone. In fact, he'd be more comfortable spoiling someone else (not Chuuya, perhaps) than doing things like this! But he's made the decision to do this, and he doesn't regret it. May as well see it through, really: he has no reason to stop.

While he's not an overachiever the way Chuuya is, he does try to see how far he can take Chuuya into his mouth, just by way of experiment. In general, though, he goes for quality (or something like it) over quantity, with the occasional moan to toy with Chuuya further.]

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[Those moans are definitely unfair. Chuuya doesn't want to come too soon, and he can't last as long as Dazai, so clearly he shouldn't be using those tricks. He's having to fight not to squirm. At least the weight on him helps.

He'll just have to pick up the pace. He'll increase the intensity, using his tongue, his mouth, the way he knows from experience Dazai likes. He can take him deep, especially if he tips his head back more, a little uncomfortable for his neck but he doesn't care. He pulls off again, teases the head, swipes his tongue across to taste precum, moaning out of enjoyment.

And moaning more to add vibrations again once he's got his lips wrapped around the shaft.

He refuses to come ten minutes before Dazai does, so he has to work hard.]

[Compared to Chuuya's coordinated efforts, Dazai is definitely more like a mackerel flopping around on dry land, but he's -... Well, while lazy, he's more or less trying his best, or at least not doing his worst, and so they're roughly keeping the same pace, in terms of arousal. Whenever Chuuya puts in the extra effort, Dazai rewards him with some cheap but effective tricks like moaning - something that could be argued to be a bit counterproductive in this situation, but Dazai isn't trying to be Pavlov.

Enjoying himself, he eventually starts to move his hips along a little too, no longer content on letting Chuuya set the pace there... or so he would say. He does only move along to whatever rhythm Chuuya moves his hips up and down, though, going perhaps a bit further down than he is pulled, but not forcefully so. He's just cooperating... in so far as such a term can be used in these situations. He's not actively hindering!

He really doesn't want to come first, but he wouldn't mind coming at roughly the same time.]

[It doesn't really matter if Dazai is using force or not. In this position, Dazai on top, thrusting down into his mouth, Chuuya can't actually stop him. And that vulnerability is what has him groaning, pleasure spiking suddenly.

The head of Dazai's cock hits the back of his throat, and Chuuya tries to relax, doesn't want to choke, but stops trying to guide Dazai's hips because he's always going to prove that he can handle it. Even if he does choke, even if he can't breathe, even if it's going to leave him with a sore throat. Dazai can use him.

And the fact is Chuuya is the one who'll come from it. From being used, from Dazai's mouth on him, from Dazai returning the favor as though all of this is something that goes both ways. That, more than anything. Chuuya taps Dazai's hip to warn him, as though Dazai can't always tell when he's close.

Dazai's cock muffles the sound of Chuuya's moans as he comes, but nothing can hide the way it makes him shake.]

[Ah yes, time for life's core philosophical questions... What is the meaning of life? What are the true definitions of good and evil? And, most importantly: to let Chuuya come in his mouth, or not?

Honestly, Dazai doesn't care one way or the other, but since Chuuya will undoubtedly take it all from him, doing the opposite himself only feels natural. And so he pulls away right before Chuuya comes, though he makes sure to intensify the way his hand is pumping Chuuya's dick until Chuuya has fully shed his load, because Dazai is not a total asshole.

... Okay, he kind of is. But he's not so evil that he'd ruin a perfectly good orgasm just for the hell of it! And since Chuuya is already buying a new couch, whatever stains end up all over this one are fine, right?

Once it's all over, Dazai gives Chuuya's tip a little lick, almost like a kiss, because that seems to be a perfectly reasonable way to end some 69-ing.]

[Whether or not Chuuya swallows is really up to Dazai, when they're in this position. But he enjoys doing it, encourages it, likes knowing he's pleased his partner... His focus slips for a few seconds after his orgasm, but he'd never actually let himself relax yet. He lets Dazai fuck into his mouth as fast or deep as he wants, lips tight around the shaft, and his tongue working to push him over the edge as well.

He'll never admit that it's especially good when Dazai's the one he's doing this for.

There's a slight noise - don't call it a whimper - at the way Dazai teases his now slightly oversensitive cock. At least it's only for a second. Still, he'll get him back by making sure to lick him clean as well. He won't say anything yet. He's not really sure what to say.

He just feels good.]

[Since Chuuya has technical control of his movements anyway - you know, if he'd want it - Dazai fucks his mouth, movements briefly erratic as he comes... but he doesn't make it especially rough on Chuuya; at least not on purpose. He's just using Chuuya for what Chuuya wants to be used for, without taking undue advantage. He could do that; he has done that, and no doubt will again. But he's not in the mood right now. Isn't it fine like this? Whatever the reason why he's feeling oddly relaxed (and that should really worry him much more than it does), he's going to take advantage of it.

Of course Chuuya has to ruin it by being a dick right back at him (how dare he?!), so Dazai decides to solve the problem of what to do next by flopping down on Chuuya. Tough luck! He's not moving now!!]

... You're not very comfortable, Chuuya...

[Still not moving, though.]

[It's more than fine like this. Giving someone power, and have them not abuse it, that's something rare. It's a weirdly warm feeling. And it's not that he doesn't like it when Dazai decides to be a dick, but... Well, maybe it's better not to think about it too much.

And Dazai flopping down like that while Chuuya is still trapped is definitely a distraction.]

Then don't lie down like that!

[He's still got his head between your legs, Dazai! Time to start squirming free.]

[Chuuya can definitely squirm free, because he's easily strong enough to, but that doesn't mean that Dazai has to cooperate with him at all. The only "help" he offers is trying to avoid any unnecessary contact between Chuuya and his overly sensitive nether regions.

And when Chuuya has gotten out from under him, Dazai is just going to roll around on the couch, because why not.]

Much better~!

[... Well, it's softer, anyway. So it's some level of better.]

[Chuuya didn't actually want to move away, though. The position was awful once they were no longer sucking each other off, but the idea of pulling away now... He feels too good. Too relaxed. Too warm. And he can never know if he'll be able to have a moment like this again.

So Dazai might be rolling around, but it will be harder once Chuuya is the one on top of him. He won't prevent Dazai from getting himself comfortable, though, especially if that means Chuuya can just settle against his chest, tangling their legs together.]

You're not that comfortable, either.

[And yet it feels very comfortable either way.]

[Maybe Dazai should complain, but he doesn't. Chuuya does make for a useful little space heater, after all, and Dazai is honestly quite comfortable this way.]

My bandages are good padding, though.

[Not really. But any excuse to sing the praises of his bandages.]

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