[Chuuya doesn't resist when Dazai moves his hand away again. He's still too comfortable to want to ruin it, too relaxed to really be upset or annoyed for more than a moment. Sure, Dazai has him flustered again, but if being teased like this was enough to make him not want to be close anymore, then he wouldn't be here at all. It was always inevitable. He knew that. He knows Dazai. He wants Dazai.
And he also isn't one to back down from a challenge. He said he'd say it angrily, though, so that's what he's doing, even if he doesn't actually mean it.]
Osamu. Osamu. Osamuu--
[He tries it with a few different inflections, but the anger doesn't come across the way he'd want. That might be because of how intimate it feels to use his given name, though. Dazai uses his, but so does everyone. Then again, the two of them stopped using honorifics pretty much the same day they met, so the lines there have always been blurred. They were always different. If anyone has the right to use Osamu, it's him.
If he rationalizes it like that, maybe he can pretend his reaction isn't as strong as it is.]
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And he also isn't one to back down from a challenge. He said he'd say it angrily, though, so that's what he's doing, even if he doesn't actually mean it.]
Osamu. Osamu. Osamuu--
[He tries it with a few different inflections, but the anger doesn't come across the way he'd want. That might be because of how intimate it feels to use his given name, though. Dazai uses his, but so does everyone. Then again, the two of them stopped using honorifics pretty much the same day they met, so the lines there have always been blurred. They were always different. If anyone has the right to use Osamu, it's him.
If he rationalizes it like that, maybe he can pretend his reaction isn't as strong as it is.]
Maybe I should only use Osamu when I'm not angry.