[Well, well. Chuuya was definitely being very nice to him, wasn't he? Even though he knew better than most what Dazai was capable of.
It was actually pretty annoying - and though that was not exactly Chuuya's fault, there was no one else to blame. These illusions of Chuuya caring about him, not to mention the implications of such feelings, were incredibly frustrating.
Maybe Dazai had been hit on the head harder than he thought. Part of him wanted to make the moment linger, but that was not in his best interest when it came to swallowing those painkillers, now hidden under his hand. Even messing with Chuuya further, tempting as it was, would only keep Chuuya from leaving the way he should. And so Dazai tried to keep it simple, his body relaxing and his voice very deliberately oh-so-tired.]
This... It's a little... nostalgic.
[It wasn't a thank-you, but Chuuya wouldn't have believed that anyway. Perhaps this would serve better. For now, Dazai planned to pretend at being asleep, his breathing slow and steady, and to wait until Chuuya had left to take every last one of those pills.
Have fun when you come for your first check-in and find Dazai genuinely passed out with an empty strip of pills somewhere in the bed~!]
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It was actually pretty annoying - and though that was not exactly Chuuya's fault, there was no one else to blame. These illusions of Chuuya caring about him, not to mention the implications of such feelings, were incredibly frustrating.
Maybe Dazai had been hit on the head harder than he thought. Part of him wanted to make the moment linger, but that was not in his best interest when it came to swallowing those painkillers, now hidden under his hand. Even messing with Chuuya further, tempting as it was, would only keep Chuuya from leaving the way he should. And so Dazai tried to keep it simple, his body relaxing and his voice very deliberately oh-so-tired.]
This... It's a little... nostalgic.
[It wasn't a thank-you, but Chuuya wouldn't have believed that anyway. Perhaps this would serve better. For now, Dazai planned to pretend at being asleep, his breathing slow and steady, and to wait until Chuuya had left to take every last one of those pills.
Have fun when you come for your first check-in and find Dazai genuinely passed out with an empty strip of pills somewhere in the bed~!]