[That was the problem: unlike the mafia, the ADA members weren't tools to be used and discarded when necessary. They couldn't be so easily sacrificed, not only because there weren't enough of them, but also because that was not the Right™ thing to do.
Still, Dazai couldn't honestly say that he wouldn't - didn't - treat the ADA members as tools, by one definition if not the other, so he decided not to comment. There was no point in lying to Chuuya about such things, anyway. That was the one refreshing thing about Chuuya: he saw Dazai almost as evil as he was.
But still not enough so, and Dazai would continue to punish him for that.
Dazai winced a bit when Chuuya checked the wound on his head, briefly curling more tightly around Chuuya - and lifting the painkillers at the same time. It was almost a shame to waste the moment with something so practical, because Dazai could see how this might be appealing: in bed together, two warm bodies, and himself getting all of this attention...
Almost a shame. There was no point in lying to himself about what he could and could not have, even if his massive headache (not to mention all the other pain) made it very tempting to give in and pretend for a moment.]
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Still, Dazai couldn't honestly say that he wouldn't - didn't - treat the ADA members as tools, by one definition if not the other, so he decided not to comment. There was no point in lying to Chuuya about such things, anyway. That was the one refreshing thing about Chuuya: he saw Dazai almost as evil as he was.
But still not enough so, and Dazai would continue to punish him for that.
Dazai winced a bit when Chuuya checked the wound on his head, briefly curling more tightly around Chuuya - and lifting the painkillers at the same time. It was almost a shame to waste the moment with something so practical, because Dazai could see how this might be appealing: in bed together, two warm bodies, and himself getting all of this attention...
Almost a shame. There was no point in lying to himself about what he could and could not have, even if his massive headache (not to mention all the other pain) made it very tempting to give in and pretend for a moment.]